can someone look at my chart please?

[elsie2010]

Thanks girls.

I'm going to ideally wait until AF is late, I have some 10 mlU tests but not really sure if they're reliable or not.

 

[elsie2010]

hi girls,

had some good news, my smear came back normal

the spotting has almost stopped too.

 

[puppymom32]

I totally think that you should take a pg test. Everything still looks really good.

 

[elsie2010]

will see what happens tomorrow hun, had some red streaked cm this morning that has vanished again this afternoon.

feeling a bit rough today with a really sore throat, sinus headache and feeling achey.

it's been a rough ride this cycle

 

[elsie2010]

She got me.

 

[fluffystar]

Hi Hun,

I had been watching this post and keeping my fingers crossed for you. So sorry the witch got you

Love fluffy xx

 

[elsie2010]

Thanks fluffy. Not sure how many times I can go through this. Af is really heavy and with some very long red clots this afternoon.

just adds insult to injury really. Even hubby had got excited that it might have happened this month. *sigh*

 

[fluffystar]

Hey elsie, it really sucks when you get some false hope doesnt it.

Back in january my body was cruel and I went to 25 dpo but no BFP and I just couldnt understand what was going on. My chart showed clear ovulation and my temps stayed high. I really started to let myself believe that I was pregnant and just one of those women that dont get a BFP untill a bit later on. There was no controlling the tears when I did get my period.

However, we all live to try another cycle and by the time your fertile time comes round again you will have grieved for the BFP you hoped to have and be ready to try again. Still sucks though so make sure you treat yourself or something to cheer yourself up

fluffy xxx

 

[fluffystar]

Plus, I find now I cant stomach doing temps straight away when I get AF. Filling in a new chart when you are on day 1,2 or 3 etc just emphasises the fact that im starting again on an empty page whereas a few days previously I was looking at a full chart and filled with hope. I dont bother taking my temp again now until around cd12 as I generally ovulate between cd 16 and 20. By then im usually feeling a little more optimistic!
Fluffy xx

 

[ineedaseed]

so sorry hun xx

 

[elsie2010]

thanks girls, i'm trying to keep positive.

hubby is brilliant, he lets me have a cry and gives me hugs. Fluffy you're on the button with the grieving for this month's baby and BFP. takes a little time doesn't it.

I'm overseas around ovulation next month, we might just catch the eggy if I get back to the UK on time but I think we'll just chill about TTC this month. There's too much travelling going on.

I don't think I'm going to use OPK's this month and i'm not sure how accurate my BBT will be with a time zone change.

thanks for your support girls

 

[puppymom32]

So sorry babes everything looked so good. Big Hugs.

 

[elsie2010]

Thanks flower x