Can't believe I have to go through this again :'(

[tcinks]

My first pregnancy ended at 13 weeks, we couldn't figure out the reason because baby looked perfectly healthy hours earlier.

Second ended at 21 weeks because of incompetent cervix.

And now, "9 weeks" along, having spotting and went in for an ultrasound. Turns out baby stopped growing after my last appointment, around week 6.

I didn't exactly FEEL pregnant this time around, so I kind of prepared myself for this. But I'm still so lost and sad.

Am I ever going to bring home a living baby?

 

[ReadynWaiting]

I'm so sorry for your losses! My heart goes out to you.
Have you had any testing done?

 

[tcinks]

Thank you.

No testing, because up until now it just seemed like an issue with my cervix. I had no issue getting pregnant and babies were perfectly healthy. But now...we don't know. My doctor suggests seeing an infertility specialist before ttc again, so I guess maybe in a month or so we'll do that.

 

[ReadynWaiting]

I really am sorry that you are going through this again. It doesn't get easier and in my experience there is major frustration especially when there doesn't seem to be any answers. I hope you at least figure out why it's happening so you have a course of action for your next pregnancy. Hugs!

 

[Uni tsi]

Oh I feel sad with you. I wish there was something I could do to make things alright. I'm sorry you have to go through this again