xforuiholdonx
Momma to Emma and Coltin!
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So after the last MC, Im terrified something is going to go wrong. Terrified that at this next appointment, there will not be a heartbeat, same as last time. Everytime I turn around, Im crying, or being depressed over the previous loss. When ever someone asks, "How far along are you?" I respond with "Well im ... but was supposed to be..." Can't seem to help myself. And to make matters worse, my ship date was in 4 days. I had joined the Army but fell pregnant shortly after my boyfriend came home again... Now i know it was my decision and since it happened so quickly, Im not supposed to be there obviously, but it still sucks.. Waaaaaa. When am I going to be able to relax enough enjoy this???
Sorrry for the rant, had to get it off my chest.
Sorrry for the rant, had to get it off my chest.