wannabe mam
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Hi I am brand new on here and just really need to talk to people who understand my pain. I had a miscarraige in March at 11 weeks into my first pregnancy. It was hell and I thought I was moving on but I am not. I am obsessed with getting pregnant again but try to hide this from my partner as I dont want to pressure him. Every month I hope this will be my month and wonder if I am ovulating, if we have had sex at the right time, if I should go out and drink incase I am pregnant, then my period arrives and I am depressed again. I feel like I am wishing my life away until I am pregnant again. To make things worse my best friend at work got pregnant when I did and she is huge now, my nextdoor neoghbours have just had a baby which we can hear through the wall. My neice was also born last week and I nervous of seeing her as I am so jealous because I want one so bad. I am trying not to count days and let things happen naturally but its hard cos I know my cycle well. I am also worried as the last 2 months I have bleed in the middle of my cycle for couple days which I was hoping was implantation bleeding but obviously was not.
My baby would have been due Oct 4th and I feel like I am trying to get pregnant before then because if I am not this date is going to be agony.
Has anyone any advice on moving on after a miscarraige?
Thanks
My baby would have been due Oct 4th and I feel like I am trying to get pregnant before then because if I am not this date is going to be agony.
Has anyone any advice on moving on after a miscarraige?
Thanks