lil_sparrow
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Hi everyone. I found out I was pregnant yesterday. I was only a few days late, but just didn't feel right, so took a clearblue digital test and lo and behold, it was positive. I have never felt so terrified in my entire life.
I'm 24, will be 25 when baby arrives, and have been with my boyfriend for almost a year, but it's not exactly the greatest relationship in the world. I love him very much, but I don't know if he feels the same way about me. He's 22, and is a total commitment-phobe. He has never once told me he loves me, and we split up for a couple of weeks back in September, because he wasn't sure if he wanted a serious relationship. Obviously, I am thinking now about how he is going to take this news. I don't want to be left on my own.
I told my mum as soon as I found out, and she has been great. She hasn't said one negative thing, and she said that she will be here for me, no matter what. Because of cirumstances last year, I had to move back in with my mum and dad, so I'm not exactly in a great place right now to be having a baby. I've always wanted kids in the future, just never imagined it would be now. There is no way I'm giving this baby up though, it's not even an option to me. I just have so many things going around my head, and it's overwhelming me. I'm going to be my best friend's one and only bridesmaid when she gets married in April, she's spend £400 on a dress for me that is a size 8. I'm never going to fit into that by then, and she will be crushed. I'm so scared about telling her.
I don't even know why I'm posting this, I just had to get some things off my chest. I can't believe this is happening, although I know it is, and I'm going to have to deal with it. I've worked out from dates, that I'm about 5 weeks, so early days, and due 19th Aug 2010. Thanks for reading xx
I'm 24, will be 25 when baby arrives, and have been with my boyfriend for almost a year, but it's not exactly the greatest relationship in the world. I love him very much, but I don't know if he feels the same way about me. He's 22, and is a total commitment-phobe. He has never once told me he loves me, and we split up for a couple of weeks back in September, because he wasn't sure if he wanted a serious relationship. Obviously, I am thinking now about how he is going to take this news. I don't want to be left on my own.
I told my mum as soon as I found out, and she has been great. She hasn't said one negative thing, and she said that she will be here for me, no matter what. Because of cirumstances last year, I had to move back in with my mum and dad, so I'm not exactly in a great place right now to be having a baby. I've always wanted kids in the future, just never imagined it would be now. There is no way I'm giving this baby up though, it's not even an option to me. I just have so many things going around my head, and it's overwhelming me. I'm going to be my best friend's one and only bridesmaid when she gets married in April, she's spend £400 on a dress for me that is a size 8. I'm never going to fit into that by then, and she will be crushed. I'm so scared about telling her.
I don't even know why I'm posting this, I just had to get some things off my chest. I can't believe this is happening, although I know it is, and I'm going to have to deal with it. I've worked out from dates, that I'm about 5 weeks, so early days, and due 19th Aug 2010. Thanks for reading xx