I posted last Thursday that they were concerned with my little bean b/c it had not grown. I went back in for US today and heartrate went from 200-->30 bpm. It has actually gone back by 2 days as well from previous growth.
They said the heart is likely to stop today tomorrow.
They gave me options on the next step and we decided a D&C which we have scheduled for 8am on thursday. With a 2 year old at home I am afraid that doing this on my own (or with medication) will not be best for my family.
I am so scared, sad and angry! I can't stop crying. We are blessed to have 1 child of our own, but told about 9 months ago when we started to try again that my FSH is high, AMH low and even with IVF our chances were <20%. So here we thought we had our little miracle.
I am blessed that my regular OB will be doing the procedure but so scared! Then I have 4 female relatives coming in this weekend for a 'girls weekend'. Yeah that is what I want to do - go to the spa and help design a house. I can't bail on them but really the only thing that I want to do is hang out with my hubby and my baby girl.
I am sorry to all you ladies that have gone thru this. I hope you can give me some advise. When does the crying stop/the true pain? For those of you who have done a D&C does it happen quicker? Is it normal to feel anger for those that are pregnant even if family? ( My SIL is likely going to deliver any day now - of course I will love my niece/nephew I am angry and jealous it is so easy for her). What is the normal recovery time? Will I be able to get out of bed on Friday?
Thanks again ladies. Trying to be strong by it is so hard.
They said the heart is likely to stop today tomorrow.
They gave me options on the next step and we decided a D&C which we have scheduled for 8am on thursday. With a 2 year old at home I am afraid that doing this on my own (or with medication) will not be best for my family.
I am so scared, sad and angry! I can't stop crying. We are blessed to have 1 child of our own, but told about 9 months ago when we started to try again that my FSH is high, AMH low and even with IVF our chances were <20%. So here we thought we had our little miracle.
I am blessed that my regular OB will be doing the procedure but so scared! Then I have 4 female relatives coming in this weekend for a 'girls weekend'. Yeah that is what I want to do - go to the spa and help design a house. I can't bail on them but really the only thing that I want to do is hang out with my hubby and my baby girl.
I am sorry to all you ladies that have gone thru this. I hope you can give me some advise. When does the crying stop/the true pain? For those of you who have done a D&C does it happen quicker? Is it normal to feel anger for those that are pregnant even if family? ( My SIL is likely going to deliver any day now - of course I will love my niece/nephew I am angry and jealous it is so easy for her). What is the normal recovery time? Will I be able to get out of bed on Friday?
Thanks again ladies. Trying to be strong by it is so hard.