i can't stop crying tonight. I don't know what has set me off - oh bathed the kids and ds told me that his daddy had let him wash his own hair....i feel like i can't rely on anyone to do anything and as i was bathing charlie at the time i wasn't there to make sure he wwas doing it properly. Should I really have to supervise bath time? he drives me mad. Never does anything properly.....or is it just me? does anyone feel like this? To make matters worse Charlie has just not stopped feeding today - has been really fussing over my bbs and crying a bit as though it just wasn't coming fast enough for him. THink he has fed every 2 hours today. He is asleep and settled now - but i am shattered. Fingers crossed I get some sleep. i think because i am feeling like this will also explain the following....and this is really bad...I am dying for a cigarette. I gave up when i found out i was pg and because today has been so stressful I really want to just go and have one. I think if i wasn't breast feeding i would#ve given in by now. God i am so sorry for moaning girls...my hormones are everywhere today.