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turbo_mom
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Well Angelynn's 1st birthday is quickly approaching and this last week I cannot stop thinking about the whole ordeal that we all went through. It's always on my mind but as her day gets closer I think about it more. Sometimes I sit here thinking and am ready to burst into tears. Everytime I replay it all my heart starts to pound and I have to stop. I can't beleive it's been almost a year though.. even then I can still replay every single scenario in my mind. I will never forget those horrible days in the hospital leading up to her birth. I think there's going to be alot of tears on that day...
And it honeslty makes me very nervous for baby number two... we want to start trying again but im not sure what to expect. I don't know how I would do if I had another preemie.
Anyways just wanted to vent a little and get my thoughts out there.
And it honeslty makes me very nervous for baby number two... we want to start trying again but im not sure what to expect. I don't know how I would do if I had another preemie.
Anyways just wanted to vent a little and get my thoughts out there.