CD 4 (1st Aug) buddy? :)

[TrAyBaby]

chica i was so sorry when i read about that stupid witch showing up. I really hoped this was your month. I hope you are keeping your spirits up and not letting yourself get too down. Does this mean though that you can go see your doctor now? Is there anything new that you are gonna try this cycle? At least your monitor is broken in and ready to go this month.

I really dont think there is anything i can say that will make you feel better right now. But just know that im still here for you xxx

 

[Mrs.B.]

Hey hun, I have been fine, Yes this means I can go to the doctors next month if nothing this month. I have been called for my Smear test back in September but with my weird cycles hadn't got round to doing it so I have booked in for that to be done next week. Hope I have chosen a suitable day of my cycle as I don't know how long this one will be lol!! I'm so nervous about it! If I had a choice I wouldn't have it done hehe! So I'll get that over and doen with before moving onto booking the next appointment next month.

I just seen your baby is size of blueberry Woohoo xx

 

[Mrs.B.]

How are you doing hun? xx

 

[TrAyBaby]

Hey ho, i've been ok i guess. Been having an off week. My symptoms keep coming and going so tried to speak to my doctor for reasurrance but she is on holiday. Instead i spoke to a rather rude doctor who did nothing to calm me. She wouldnt let me have another scan to put my mind at ease instead she just gave me another blood test. Hcg as of yesterday is at 161214 so pretty high. Anyway im still really stressed that something might be wrong so we have booked ourselves a private scan this saturday. Hope everything is ok. I have my booking in appointment with the midwife next wednesday so will talk to her about my concerns. However the last 2 days i have been off my food and feeling nauseous, the only thing ive been able to eat is cheese sandwiches. I think once i get to 12 weeks my stress head will start to subside (hopefully)

How are you. Is your af done yet? Are you gonna make your appointment with the doctor soon?

 

[TrAyBaby]

Hey chica had my scan today, everything is great. Baby is now 1.3cm long, nice strong heartbeat and is measuring 7+5 so right on track. OH took a video on my phone so ive posted it here for you to see.

Hope you're doing well x

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NC5C2AedCf4

 

[Mrs.B.]

OMG that is so amazing! Thankyou so much for sharing it with me!!

Bet you feel loads better seeing that? xx

 

[Mrs.B.]

Hey Chick, Hows things going? Bump growing strong? xx

 

[TrAyBaby]

Hey chica HOLA

OMG im 13 weeks today I've made it to the 2nd trimester eeeeeeeek

Its been an up and down couple of weeks. At first i was freaking out cause my symptoms were coming and going but by week 8 morning sickness (all day sickness) kicked in and i was nauseous ALL day long. It was worse in the evening. It finally settled down last week and im starting to feel good again and getting some energy back. We had our offical 12 week NHS scan on wednesday but bubba was being stuborn and was asleep the whole time with its little legs crossed up in the air like a little budda. So we couldnt do the NT measurements. Which im a bit gutted about, as i have a friend who had a little girl 6 months ago with Downs so i know how common it is. Still we are having blood done at our midwifes in 2 weeks to do the risk factor that way.

I was also my usual impatient self. The NHS told us that because our hospital was a busy one that our 12 week scan would be closer to 13 or even 13 & 1/2 weeks so we went ahead and booked a private one so we could go public to the world on my mums birthday. Im so glad we did cause at the private scan my bubba was a wee wriggler and woulnt stop moving and at the NHS one it was totally asleep. So had i not had the private one i wouldve been worried about it not moving at the NHS one, if you get what i mean.

OH is convinced we are having a girl, i will be happy with either but secretly i want a girl too. Im rubbish at skull and nub theory but i think (studying all our scan pics and video) we are possibly having a girl. But we will find out in a few weeks. We have booked a gender scan for 19th December. Cause my sister is pregnant and 15 weeks ahead of me, at christmas she wont be allowed to fly so me & OH are flying down to London for christmas. My parents are going to hers too for christmas. So we are gonna sneak a wee present under the tree for christmas day with either 'its a girl' or 'its a boy' inside to surprise them all.

So i think that is me caught up on all my news. How's is it going with you? Did you ever go and see your doctor? Do you think they will put you on clomid? I see from your signature that you are on another long cycle, sucks!!! I really wanna change my signature from ttc with Mrs.B. to bump buddies with Mrs.B.

Im gonna post a pic from my scan on wednesday for you to have a gender guess. Im also gonna post the video from our private scan from last weekend so if you choose to watch it you can see my bubba wriggle around. It's truly amazing.

Sending love and cuddles xx mwah xx



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u1I8wbCuWms

 

[Mrs.B.]

Hi Hun, wow thaks for the vid, how amazing!! All sounds like your doing well! Im guessing a Girl ! No idea why tho hehe, just a random guess, I read that boys foreheads look slanted??? lol. Im normally good at guessing gender, but thats with people who I spend time around, dont even know how I do it, but I'm normally right lol.

I love that you will slip in a little gender pressie what a lovely idea.

We went to the doctor, was worried as we were booked in with a doctor that hasnt been very nice in the past, but she was lovely, I think its because this is her area of expertise so she felt comfortable but anyways, she is pretty sure I have a problem, and reckons hubby is ok, so we are focusing on me first and he will not be tested until there is shown to be no problem with me.

I am waiting for AF to arrive then I get bloods done to see if I'm ovulating, Im going for a transabdominal and tranvaginal scan on the 5th December to check for PCOS.

Just worried now incase AF shows when Im supposed to be in for scan! this cycle is being stupidly long! I have been sure these last few days that AF is going to show any minute, but maybe its just because I know its been ages!

The doctor said if the results come back how she expects then I will be put on clomid for 6 months then be referred to specialist, if I'm not pregnant by them, I sure hope I am! She suspects at the moment that i am not ovulating because me cycles show no pattern and monitors arent picking any peaks up. (only once when I took Soy, but I didnt tell her about that as I didnt think she'd appreciate me experimenting, but this leads me to believe that clomid will work )

 

[TrAyBaby]

Hey chica

Just popping in to see how you are. How did your scans go earlier this month? Did you get a diagnosis? Have you started on clomid yet? So many questions im sorry. I hope santa gives you a BFP for christmas.

AFM we found out on monday that we're having a little girl Well the sonographer is 99% sure as bubba was being stubborn and not opening her legs, but she is fairly sure. We have been invited back for a free re-check on hogmanay to try again. But all the signs so far have shown girl. Im so happy, OH really really wanted a girl and i secretly did too yipee. Ive posted a 4D picture of a face profile shot, awwww im so in love.

I hope you and your family have a very merry christmas and that all your wishes come true next year xx mwah xx

 

[Mrs.B.]

Heya

I've been diagnosed with PCOS, so have just started my first round of Clomid, all quite axciting at the mo.

Yay we guessed right! Congratulations on your pink bump! Love the pic

Hope you have an absolutly amazing Christmas xx