Cd1 3rd month and early?

[windle05]

damn witch had the nerve to turn up early when she wasn't wanted at all

anyone else on cd1 want to join me in the 2012 baby race?

I was so sure this was our month everything felt different but it obviously wasn't to be again, now I'm finding it hard not to smoke after 4 days without.

why am I putting myself through the stress of not smoking when the body I'm protecting won't do what I want

 

[xPH03N1Xx]

sorry about the witch!

just want to let you know, that if your body is addicted to smoking, not smoking when you feel like you need to is putting your body under more stress and in turn could fuck up your TTC, even though your trying to do something good.

Go have one, calm your body, just cut back

Goodluck for this cycle

 

[windle05]

thanks for ur reply hun. I can't as I don't have any or money with me which probably isn't a bad think in the long run just for today out feels like I'm going to die if I don't have one.

worst thing is my hubby works shifts and I won't c him tonight so I'm stuck at home just me the witch and junk food and no one else to talk to as we haven't told anyone other than my best mate and shes 29 weeks Xx

 

[xPH03N1Xx]

my OH works shifts too, and i also havent told anyone except my bestie. she doesnt get it and has just moved a long long way away. so its just me, my ice cream and greys anatomy lol...

i'll be ya buddy if ya like?

 

[windle05]

aww thanks im so down today i really wasnt expecting it, I mean if it was on time I would probably not be as bad but being early I hadn't braved myself for it

so wish I wasn't at work now I'm desperate to change jobs as well so that's making it harder knowing il be here longer than I'd like to

how long have u been trying? I'm not even sure when I ovulate I'm still quite new to all this lol

 

[xPH03N1Xx]

This is our 5th month actually trying but have been NTNP for about 2 years and havent even had a chemical (that I'm aware of). I get pretty depressed when AF shows up too... but early! That's just a kick in the teeth

I'm pretty over my job too... my boss is the biggest bitch. She's not a nice lady at all, and to top it all off they have been ripping me off about 100 bucks a week for the last 6 months. I can't prove it... so there's nothing I can do. I put in my 2 weeks a couple of days ago and I can't wait for them to be over!

I'm not sure what I'm going to do when the 2 weeks is up... hopefully I'll be pregnant