Hey girls, just caught up on all the new messages. Sounds like Amber and Kittie Kat may be on their way to BFP's yippie!!!!!! Just to throw in my implant history..I never bleed but did feel cramps for about 4-5 hours last time. I've read stuff about a few hours of bleeding to several days so both KittieKat and Chill could both have implantation but they are just different/lenghts etc.
Just to fill everyone in on me...most of my symptoms have been gone for a few days...started spotting 48 hours ago when wipping, had that all day yesterday, even had one tiny clot last night with it (no cramps really with it all) so figured its AF since I'm due to start in 2 days on Monday. I know I spotted for 4 or 5 days very little last time but that was after my MC and honestly I don't remember ever spotting for any cycles in my past few years but you know how it is, some stuff I think we have 'normally' but I havn't taken notice before really, you know. I've taken hpt each day and HUGE BFN each time so thinking AF will probably get here on time Monday. My temp went up again today, which is nice to see but I think I understand the temps are SUPPOSED to stay up until witch arrives and then it drops.
To be honest with everyone (and myself) the fact that I got my faint positive at 10dpo last time, I really feel like my body would already have the hormones and I would be seeing faint lines already so I REALLY feel that I'm out. I keep thinking MAYBE this spotting was implant but I OBVIOUSLY implanted when FF says I did cause my temps spiked and there is no other 'drop' that could show that maybe I O'd at a later time so can't be that I ov'd late. Can't be implantation from original O'v date because then it would be implantation on like 11dpo and I personally believe eggs implant a tad bit sooner than that but I'm no doctor, hehe.
SO SORRY for long update-just wanted to get it all down
3 questions for you ladies:
1. Am I right in understanding that your temps should stay HIGH all the way through your luteal phase and will drop WHEN you get AF?
2.Does my chart appear to you all to have a triphasic pattern? Someone else suggested it in my journal and at first I was like 'yes' i think I see that about to happen but now I'm not sure and FF isn't commenting on it....what do yall thing? Also could be implant on 8dpo if anything implanted (not holding out hope)
3. Forgot my last question but I'm sure it was a good one.....oh yeah I remember...I'm confused on why I would have SO SO SO SO many prego signs as early as 3dpo and lasting for 6 or so days and NOT be prego...so disheartening to me. I honestly think that maybe I fertilize an egg but it doesn't always STICK in my case, given my 3 MC's. I do NOT have a progesterone problem, that I know for sure and that would be the #1 guess/reason you might think it wouldn't stick but I know I don't have that problem...guess I just think there is a little 'something' that might cause me to fertilize more eggs than really stick. Make sense? guess my question is what could the REASON be for all those symptoms if your body is not inhabiting a fertilized egg????
Again, sorry for the lenght (I earned this extra time and space since I havn't posted much in the last few days..hahaha).
GOOD LUCK TO AMBER, KITTIEKAT, CHILL this weekend. I think Shmoo and Hallie are testing soon to. (sorry to others I've forgotten to give a personal Shout Out to)
. Anyway, there was some cm that seemed to be tinged with pink so I tried again to get some more and I got cm that definitely had blood mixed in with it. So I am just wondering what to make of it. 
but I was thinking has anyone ever caught themselves when checking cm internally? I just want to cover all the bases before I jump to the conclusion that it could possibly be implantation, does that make sense?
you can share..hehe
and AF will show that day or next!
once that month) 
I have had around five chemical pregnancies in my time ( as you can see from my ticker we have been at this a while (been married nearly ten years and been together for three before that, so we started ttc after getting married all them years ago lol)). I am worried this is going to go the same way (aaarrrgggghhhh!)
