CD1 August 11th - wanna keep one another sane?

[littlestar]

i will test this week - got a different brand to try this time as i'm not convinced the IC's are working for me!

can't decide whether to do tomorrow or my birthday (wednesday), i've had loads of cramps and headaches today. Something is definately going off but i wish i knew what!

Thanks Chillbilly, staying away from the internet doesn't help me at all - i'm addicted to internet in general! i am away for work tomorrow so i get some time out then.

Thanks Celine - will keep you all posted!

 

[JJF]

Littlestar, we are still behind you You might be having a long cycle but us buddies are still here wishing for your BFP!!!! GOOD LUCK.

Well girls I said I wasn't going to do any OV POAS this month but now I'm totally wishing I had some since I've had OV pains the last few days, oh well!!! I think this should be a lesson to me that I better hurry up and order me some more HPT POAS cause my addiction is still with me, hehe.

 

[shmoo75]

Littlestar - i know how you are feeling hun after my m/c I have had the cycle lengths in order 35, 42 & 39!!! It so bloody annoying as you don't know when you O or when the dreaded is so, you don't know when to test.

I will test on 16/10 which will be CD28 and go from there i think.

 

[littlestar]

Tested again this morning and my temp has gone up 36.71 (took it 1hr later than normal but i wouldn't have thought that would affect it too much)

 

[littlestar]

CD45 Today Girls and it's sooo depressing especially when pretty much everyone else is at least another cycle on from when i started!

fingers crossed for a response soon.

 

[Lyns]

Awww, Littlestar....you sound like you need a big

Try and think of it this way.....we're all just one BFN more than you! xx

 

[littlestar]

Awww, Littlestar....you sound like you need a big

Try and think of it this way.....we're all just one BFN more than you! xx

i've had three this cycle already as i test once a week after 28 days as i have no idea when i'm late nor have i managed to isolate a single o date, so i do that each week till arrives - otherwise when i do get my positive it would be difficult to work out my due date iykwim!

it does make trying incredibly difficult to predict - for instance you probably have a good idea whereabouts in your cycle you ovulate, my cycle differs so i cannot pinpoint it!

 

[Lyns]

Awww, Littlestar....you sound like you need a big

Try and think of it this way.....we're all just one BFN more than you! xx

i've had three this cycle already as i test once a week after 28 days as i have no idea when i'm late nor have i managed to isolate a single o date, so i do that each week till arrives - otherwise when i do get my positive it would be difficult to work out my due date iykwim!

it does make trying incredibly difficult to predict - for instance you probably have a good idea whereabouts in your cycle you ovulate, my cycle differs so i cannot pinpoint it!

Sorry...was trying to make you feel a bit better

 

[littlestar]

Sorry Lyns, I know your trying to help

I am just getting so fed up atm, nothing seems to help.

I let my hair down a bit tonight though and had a cider with my birthday dinner - after my on monday i didn't feel like testing again so soon.

 

[csmummu]

awww little star i\hope something happends for you soon xxx

 

[Lyns]

Didn't realise it was your birthday today Littlestar.....apart from the obvious TTC frustration....I hope you had a really nice day xxx

 

[JJF]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Littlestar! Is there anything they can give you to kickstart your cycles? I'm not sure about this, but it seems to me that in the back of my head I remember hearing there was some drug, started with P, that they sometimes give ladies after a MC that is supposed to bring on the af. Know anything about that or was that I dream I had?!

Hang in there, I can't imagine how hard this is on you mentally!!!!!

 

[monique]

Goddluck

 

[CHILLbilly]

Hey Monique!!!!

Montego Bay....ahhhh I have wonderful memories of the week i spent in Jamaica last November!
I actually turned down another trip there to Negril as I and my OH are going to be starting new jobs soon.
Your little one is so adorable.......and I see you are on cd 5.... hope the wait for O is short!!!! good luck to you!!

 

[Lyns]

Well, CD24 for me..... arrived last cycle on CD24....albeit, thats the earliest she's ever arrived. I'm so hoping that she doesn't arrive today....well, at all to be honest, but if she starts consistently pitching up at this point, Im only 7dpo Not good!

Friends for dinner tonight....2 couples, and both expecting. One's about 25 weeks so I invited a mutual friend to make me feel better, and then a week ago she tells me she's expecting too, about 9 weeks gone (and she tells me with glee that they weren't even really trying). So guess what the conversation will be? I think I'll hide in the kitchen. If the evening turns the way I think it will I'm sooooooo having a glass of wine! I hate it really because I'm really so happy for them, but it does make you gnash your teeth thinking its not fair!

How are we all? Enjoying this fine weekend (well its fine where I am!)?

 

[amber20]

I know how you feel. One of my closest friend 16 weeks along and that all she talks about. I am so happy for her but I wish I was too.

 

[CHILLbilly]

Ah Lyns isn't that the way!!!!!!
but to be honest...years ago when i didn't know how hard it actually was TTC i would have said the same thing. Maybe next time you should pipe up and tell them that actually some ppl do try and try for a long time!!!! Not in a snotty way but just as a reality check for them.....

I have a cringe moment when talking to a husband ( his wife had a really hard time and had to take a fertility drug and ended up with triplets) That " I may have to do the same, my eggs are getting OLD!"
I actually said that......
So the point of my scattered post is that ......some people just don't have a clue.
me included...........BUT I am learning pretty damn quick its not as easy as it seems!

So on another note......its fall her and warm but getting close to freezng at night...my new pic is of me about to jump into the water for a swim....
Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr I jumped back out so fast...I think I may have froze my eggs!!!!!!!!!
but the sun felt so good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[csmummu]

Chilly i love your new pic i think its lovely!

Lyns im sorry your in for a rough night i'd have that glass or two of wine anyway it would just be sods law wouldnt it

Little star hope your doing ok . xxx

and its my 25th today!!! woooooooo. had a good day

 

[CHILLbilly]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope you had a great day!!!!
i remember my 25th...
actually i don't..haha it was a good year!!!!

 

[littlestar]

Happy Bithday CSMUMMU! a fellow Libra!

I'm fine my temp dropped yesterday but rose again today - but it in normal range! so i don't think i'm pg! but then what am i to know - i've never ever been pg before!

Yes, Lyns it is equally fustrating when people rave about surprise pregnancies, when we're here ready and waiting for that and it takes ages!
One thing i am sure of we'll have a very different level of appreciation for our babies than those who catch pg without planning.