I'm such a loser, ha I canceled dinner with my best friend tonight cause she is the one that is prego and she decided to invite another girl along, I know the other girl but neither of us are real close to her. She is due to deliver her 1st baby in a few weeks and while I am VERY happy for her, I promise I am, I just couldnt face a night of all pregnancy talk and its not fair to her to have to 'not' talk about it, so I bailed on my friend. I think my friend almost cried, I felt bad for her too, just didn't want to spend my night with no kids (one at grandma and hubby took other one to the fair) miserable at a dinner. My best friend and I are very close and with a 3rd party there we wouldn't be talking about the same things, everything would be on a surface, nicey nicey level, you know?. I feel bad, and petty, but oh well. So guess I'm feeling a little down but I'm about to go shopping so maybe that will help, ha!