.today was a very sad day for me,i went from happy to heart broken and tears,all the pain i was having was due to a miscarriage,only god knows why he does what he does,and im no one to judge him,but it hurts so bad,i just want to cry and cry,but i think of how hard it was to conceive my son and how much he makes me happy and that i should be thankful i have him,i wish i was like all the other normal moms out there who have so many kids,and some of them don't even realize how lucky they are,i pray one day i get another baby for my son,i took 5 years to get my son,so maybe in another 5 ill get another,i knew it was to good to be true..