Aw so anxious honestly a tear came to my eye reading your post, the due date must have been so hard. Are the doctors investigating the reason why you've had losses?
Anyways you were right, got my BFP today!! Took a cheapie test today before work and could see the tiniest hint of a line, was irritating me so took a half day from work and hunted down a first response and there it is clear as day!! Only 10dpo so i know im in danger zone of chemical but so happy to see double lines!
Thanks so much for your positivity, i hope your wish come true soon!