I just got a response from Munich, usually they take ages to respond but this time they responded immediately. The email is just too depressing to repeat here but basically my choices are wait for it to happen naturally in next few weeks or do an op and get the embryo tested for chromosomes. I just hate myself for letting go and feeling happy, I had the whole new life planned for us already and now I need to go back into my "normal" TTC state of mind, remove all pregnancy related things from the house. just not sure what to do with all pregnancy related things in my head, I have built so many in the last few weeks.
So so so sorry, my heart goes out to you. You have been through so much and was extremely happy for you, this is not fair. Agree so hard to go from letting yourself be happy to this position. I thought once I got pregnant that would be it, but it wasnt I had MMC in Dec just after 7 weeks, I was heart broken like you and after 4/5 years of trying also. I also thought it I was going to miscarry I would not find out during scan and it would be private, for me this was the most shocking part of it.
You will feel very numb for a week, I was also given same information as you, in that you can wait to see what happens naturally, they said after you stop taking IVF drugs it should start after 5 days, mine did not and then had to have op. The only thing that helped looking back on it, if I had to have op the same time I had found out I would have been even worse. I would suggest you wait for next week and then see what happens.
When your read you will see at least positive you did get pregnant and I was told a MMC is your body wanting to hold on to the pregnancy that broke my heart.
Please take care and let me know if you need any advice
Lots of love xxxx