O my gosh you ladies make me sooo emotional lool I love you all sooo much and that little time away makes me see how important you all are to me!!!!!
I have not been around bcos I have had no way of logging on with no Internet access!!Then when I finally got on everytime I tried to log it would not allow me access to my profile!?
God knows I've missed you all so much and i realise now silly as it may sound that you ladies are such a HUGE part of my life!!!
One prayer I've always asked of God is that whether I am here or nt the thread that He will ensure everyone continues to encourage one another and PRAY.Its so wonderful to see tht Jesus has honoured that prayer!
I read through the missed posts and such a joy filled my heart.Loved the testimony of growing baby's,healed husbands and the tenderness of hearts as you have continued be enjoy sisterhood together!!
I am praying for you all!!!
It's been weird not being on I haven't really thought much about getting pregnant or babies which is strange for me?!Ive just been living each day and believe that one day I will wake up and God will surprise me!!!I know He is gonna surprise Runner too one day soon!Hun your mAde to be mommy it's gonna happen for you soon.
I have also been working in a new school as a reading teacher with kids age 5-9 it's been amazing working with kids who hve fallen behind in class for any reason.The kids are wonderful I'm enjoying this experience!!
I've been seeing a counsellor whose helping me work through the complexities of loss.She has been a tremendous help to me!!As I kept feeling ok for like 2/3 weeks and then boom I'd be a wreck crying and stuff!!But I've learnt it's ok to allow myself to go through this process,it's very natural!
Oooo also!!dont know If I've already posted this news but-I have another birth scheduled to doula for another friend!lol
This time she is an atheist!!And she has asked for me to pray for her baby
I feel like God is using me being a doula to get the message of the gospel out there!!lGod is so creative lol It's extra special for the mom too as she had been ntnp 4 10years until I mentioned to her about trying PreSeed And then wshoosh!!God done it in 2 months!!!I cnt remember of I shared tht already but it's still my most exciting recent testimony!!!!
Ladies please lets continue to keep praying for one another as we endeavour to move closer to Jesus every single day.And on the days when we feel too weak may He hear the silent prayers of our hearts!!!
I love you all and looking forward to hearing from you all!Also where's all the pictures of you ladies with your baby bumps?!
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