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[Peach Blossom]

I think that he is just inherently selfish... I think he is thinking about me in this but it's not as important as him. He truly thinks he's being kinder by not rushing in to making a decision... I don't know if it could ever work, but I can't end it with all these questions.

I don't believe that he has seen her or slept with her since he left, but I do think that he has been in touch with her... how many times I don't know.

 

[SBB]

we love you. Be strong and you will get through this... No matter which way it goes

Yeh maybe you're right lou, he is less caring cos all his focus is not on this...

I don't know, my gut instinct just says he's selfish and deluded and actually feels sorry for himself and thinks he needs help and sympathy etc for all his 'problems'...
X x x

 

[Peach Blossom]

I think you're right Suz... he just text saying that he was going to email me cos he thought it would be clearer and more honest... How can you be more honest in an email than face to face? You can be braver with the things you say, but not more honest.

 

[kcw81]

Jess what are his redeeming qualities? Has he gotten more selfish over the years? It seems like he is a bad person! Where is the Joe that you married? Was he selfish and immature too?

 

[SBB]

Ugh he can't even be decent enough to talk to you... Seriously don't you deserve more than that? I'd like to meet him I really would... He's such a wimp! He can't say anything without hidin behind an email or counsellor!

X x x

 

[Peach Blossom]

He's just text to say that he will come tonight. He has fears and reservations about going the counselling route... Go knows what that means considering it was him who suggested it... Sign me up to sugardaddy.com girls! I have a feeling I'll be single by the end of the night...

 

[SBB]

sorry Jess... Give him some shit whatever he says!

X x x

 

[Euronova]

Sorry Jess... don't put words into his mouth, see what he has to say.... i think you need to be realistic about what you can and can't overcome and how committed he is to work things out...
Don't let him take control though... it's on your terms from now on! Good luck!

 

[kcw81]

We love you Jess and hope tonight goes ok. We got yo back. Let us know how it goes with mister suckass. Xxxoo

 

[Peach Blossom]

Thanks girls! Love you xx

 

[SBB]

I'm bored, what's everyone having for dinner?!

I am having garlic, corgette and spinach creamy sauce with pasta. And garlic bread if it's not mouldy

X x x

 

[SBB]

Oh and I have my old craving back... REALLY hot chips, like fries or medium thickness... Not fat chip shop chips... Cooked in oil not oven cooked, with lots of salt!

X x x

 

[babyloulou]

Sounds yummy Suz! Put chilli flakes on the chips with the salt! Yum yum!!

I've had such a hard day with Benjarno today! He's not slept all day and been really whingy! Wish I could get drunk!!

 

[SBB]

I don't have any chips having stupid pasta!!

is he going to sleep or are you in for a long night too?

X x x

 

[babyloulou]

Not sure yet but I won't get my hopes up Suz!! He's not had a good night for ages!

 

[Euronova]

urrrggg.... no idea what to eat tonight.... gone off of EVERYTHING it seems.... so far i seem to only think i can maybe have a jacket potato.... but not sure what to have on it.... beans made me sick last time....
I hope Ben has a good night.... i hope things are not going too bad for Jess...

 

[kcw81]

Hope Ben has a good night lou!

We are doing that traditional turkey dinner thing. Me being a vegg I will just have salad and mashed potatoes and roast veggies and butter biscuits .

Suz your dinner sounds good again! If you r bored okay a word!

 

[SBB]

Oh yeh is it thanksgiving? Happy thanksgiving!

Jkt potato sounds good. I lived off them with cheese, coleslaw and salad last time!

Pasta was ok but the garlic bread made me want to vom!

Hope Ben goes down ok..

Jess hope it's going well

X x x

 

[Euronova]

yep.... had Jacket potato with salt/pepper and creme fraiche (just a little bit so it wasn't dry), then felt like having a couple of choc biscuits.... i know i regretted it last night but i guess i regret most things i eat so at least enjoyed eating them

 

[SBB]

That's sounds nice V!

X x x