Clomid to Femara with iui support

[momofadane]

Pity party post: ok I have worked at the same hospital for 4 years. I watch coworkers tie the knot, become pregnant and then raise children everyday. There is one particular at work that was older than me but not married when I started. I got married and started trying before she was engaged but she got pregnant and had her baby this year. That was hard because she was always negative about everything my dh and I do; which she always does right after us. Then yesterday another nurse announces she's 15 weeks which is what I would be past if my last pregnancy wasn't ectopic. Ugh I want to be happy for her but it makes my gut and heart hurt. I have never felt this way before.

I'm so sorry
I find myself in the same situation. However, with me there are people I have known that are in absolutely no position to have a child. Yet, they keep getting pregnant on "accident". Then there are responsible people like us who are ready, yet it seems so difficult. I'm sorry you feel this way, life sure doesn't seem fair sometimes.

Future- I got matched about 2 weeks ago! I had put my application in just to have options for open doors. This means a couple who needs an egg donor picked me and they will pay for my ivf. At egg retrieval half my eggs will go to them and half will go to me!

WOW thats pretty amazing!!! I had no idea they had options like that!

 

[momofadane]

I tested again today..... STARK white LOL. It couldn't get for BFN if it tried!! Tomorrow I will be 9DPO and 10DPT.

From what I have ready, if you happen to be preggo, its still BFN, then starting tomorrow the BFP's begin?

 

[FutureBabyG]

Wow waitingongod1 that is great. So they pay for everything the medications the ultrasounds blood work ET and transfer? Will you start IVF then if you get a bfn? Sorry I haven't looked into IVF yet so I am not knowledgeable at all.

 

[FutureBabyG]

Momofadane I understand that to. The one at my work that had her baby this year her father passed away last year. She took a test the day they took him off life support. She knew we had been trying for years and she would always say "sometimes I wish I wasn't pregnant." Ugh that always rubbed me the wrong way.

 

[Holly ttc]

Pity party post: ok I have worked at the same hospital for 4 years. I watch coworkers tie the knot, become pregnant and then raise children everyday. There is one particular at work that was older than me but not married when I started. I got married and started trying before she was engaged but she got pregnant and had her baby this year. That was hard because she was always negative about everything my dh and I do; which she always does right after us. Then yesterday another nurse announces she's 15 weeks which is what I would be past if my last pregnancy wasn't ectopic. Ugh I want to be happy for her but it makes my gut and heart hurt. I have never felt this way before.

I have had somewhat the same thing happen. My bear friends knows how much I want this and this past December she and her birdied decided to start trying. At the beginning of January she told me how depressed she was that she got one negative test and then a few weeks later she sent me the picture of her positive test. I know she wants it to so I'm happy for her, but for a while my hurt/jealousy was stronger than the happy. I just don't understand how some people can try for years and have no results but then someone else can try for literally two weeks and have it work.

 

[FutureBabyG]

I can't wait to see all our bfp though... come one ladies we deserve them more than ever.

 

[momofadane]

I can't wait to see all our bfp though... come one ladies we deserve them more than ever.

When are you going to start testing?

 

[FutureBabyG]

I started testing 7dpiui and there is still a very faint line. I believe it's still the trigger.

 

[waitingongod1]

Wow waitingongod1 that is great. So they pay for everything the medications the ultrasounds blood work ET and transfer? Will you start IVF then if you get a bfn? Sorry I haven't looked into IVF yet so I am not knowledgeable at all.

Thanks! They pay for everything but I pay 1000. Not sure what that pays for. They pay about 10,000 for me. I actually got a large cyst from last iui so doc put me on birth control to make it go away. Should stay on it until I'm ready for med for ivf and be able to start without af! I will know more next Wednesday for my ultrasound to make sure we are good to go! Looks like you will find out soon if yours worked. Hope it does!

 

[momofadane]

Im 11DPT and 10DPO I took my dollar store cheapos that I have been testing the trigger out with and still a huge BFN. Then took a CVS early response and it was positive. However now looking at reviews I heard since its a "blue dye" test its not reliable??? Plus I still may have my trigger in my system. Have any of you heard this?

 

[FutureBabyG]

Im 11DPT and 10DPO I took my dollar store cheapos that I have been testing the trigger out with and still a huge BFN. Then took a CVS early response and it was positive. However now looking at reviews I heard since its a "blue dye" test its not reliable??? Plus I still may have my trigger in my system. Have any of you heard this?

Yes I have seen many people get false positives with blue dyes... but I am hoping this isn't a false positive. I say keep testing.. and get some frer tests.

 

[FutureBabyG]

I got a stark white wondfo this am. This is the first negative. I have 4 more days for it to go positive then on to the next cycle. Ugh I am feeling pretty negative.

 

[momofadane]

Im 11DPT and 10DPO I took my dollar store cheapos that I have been testing the trigger out with and still a huge BFN. Then took a CVS early response and it was positive. However now looking at reviews I heard since its a "blue dye" test its not reliable??? Plus I still may have my trigger in my system. Have any of you heard this?

Yes I have seen many people get false positives with blue dyes... but I am hoping this isn't a false positive. I say keep testing.. and get some frer tests.

I got a stark white wondfo this am. This is the first negative. I have 4 more days for it to go positive then on to the next cycle. Ugh I am feeling pretty negative.

Yeah I am feeling negative too
I bought a FRER and I am either
1. Imagining a line
2. Seeing an evap line or
3. the very faintest of faintest line ever. LOL

I have no patience for this!!!

Its still early for us despite or BFN (trying to stay positive here).
I will of course test with FMU and keep you posted. Keeping everything possible in my body crossed!

 

[momofadane]

I just took another test... (yes I am obsessed)
with the blue dye t make sure it wasn't an evap line. It says to read it within 2-10 min time frame, which I did and its a very faint positive.

So with this blue dye test its either
1. Trigger in system
2. Beginning of a BFP
3. and most likely... a stupid faulty blue dye test!

 

[FutureBabyG]

I will continental to test every morning even though it feels like a shoe to the gut every time.

Side note... Dh and i watched his cousins kids today. When his cousin and his wife came to pick up the boys they let the oldest announce they are expecting identical twins in october or earlier. I am so excited and happy for them. Slightly jealous since it's always been so easy for them but super excited. How can I be so excited for them but be so negative about my coworkers?

 

[SuzzeQ18]

hi there! ugh I am the same way as you. My sister in law has been married the same amount of time as me and she just had her second child. I am so happy for them (a little annoyed ha). Then I see all the posts on facebook where my friends are getting pregnant with their first, second and third child and I just feel gross with jealousy! ugh we can't help it. I'm also a perpetual poas addict it sucks. I always tell myself I won't test until 12 dpo but end up doing it at 10, 9...

 

[momofadane]

Man... everywhere you look it seems like babys are popping up!!!
We are due for our turn

I took tests today BFN with FRER... which means Im sure I am out this month

 

[waitingongod1]

Man... everywhere you look it seems like babys are popping up!!!
We are due for our turn

I took tests today BFN with FRER... which means Im sure I am out this month

Ugh..so sorry :/ what helps me is to give myself some grieve time from the cycle and the come up with a new plan to work towards!

 

[momofadane]

Man... everywhere you look it seems like babys are popping up!!!
We are due for our turn

I took tests today BFN with FRER... which means Im sure I am out this month

Ugh..so sorry :/ what helps me is to give myself some grieve time from the cycle and the come up with a new plan to work towards!

You're right! Even though deep down I new it wouldn't be positive, there is always a chance. I believe everything happens for a reason (however half the time I have no Idea why ). But, I guess this wasnt our month. Time to more forward to next month! However, we better be getting some BFP's from at least one of us ladies this month ")

 

[FutureBabyG]

Welcome suzze! I am glad we have another poas addict makes me feel better about myself. Lol.

Waiting any thing new with you? Any word on ivf?

Momofadane sorry to hear about the negative on frer.. I wouldn't give up just yet. You never know. That faint pos had to be something right?