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[LillyTame]

Hello, my lovelies

I just wanted to update that Molly's little one did not make it

I don't know when/if she'll return so I thought I would update in case anyone was wondering.

 

[Fezzle]

Sorry to hear it

for Molly

 

[kksy9b]

so so sorry to hear Molly. I hope you and your husband are able to find peace and healing

 

[Nicki123]

Oh Molly I am so so sorry. If you're reading this please feel the biggest hug from me no-one should have to go through this once let alone multiple times.

 

[LillyTame]

Welcome to the world Baby Elisha!!!

Here is mommy's journal https://babyandbump.momtastic.com/pregnancy-journals/2091955-jetts-journey-growing-our-blue-peanut.html

 

[Fezzle]

Congrats, Jett!

 

[kksy9b]

congratulations Jett!!

 

[Renaendel]

Welcome Elisha!

 

[LillyTame]

I just had to let everyone know two of our long timers have BFPS! Let's send them lots of well wishes for sticky sticky sticky beans!

Congratulations to ClandestineTX & Renaendel

 

[ClandestineTX]

Ren and I are fashionably late... by about 13 months, but I think we'll take it!

(And thanks for the sticky dust, Lilly, probably need it in this house)

 

[kksy9b]

Congratulations!!!

 

[Renaendel]

Well said Clandie!! I'll take all the dust we can get. Thank you lilly, I never figured my own name would be up here. Still in the shock phase.

 

[Elsa50501]

I'm so happy for you both! Sticky dust all the way for those sticky beans!

 

[ClandestineTX]

@Ren: are you almost not believing it? Because I think despite nearly 50 positive HPTs I've racked up in the last two weeks, I am still in shock/ skeptical to the point of denial. It just seems out of this world, but at the same time - nothing in my day-to-day life is different at all. I think I was expecting fireworks or something.

 

[Renaendel]

@Ren: are you almost not believing it? Because I think despite nearly 50 positive HPTs I've racked up in the last two weeks, I am still in shock/ skeptical to the point of denial. It just seems out of this world, but at the same time - nothing in my day-to-day life is different at all. I think I was expecting fireworks or something.

Not believing it at all. I mean almost two years of doom and gloom is really hard to turn off at the drop of a hat. I can't be all rainbows and puppies about this. Every time the area on my left side gets a twinge all I can think of is shit, it is another ectopic and I am going to lose that ovary or my last fallopian tube. So far things are progressing pretty closely to my ectopic except for a few more uterine cramps. Maybe it is another heterotopic, but this time the uterine one is more viable than last time? yea, these are my day to day thoughts. I find my zen place for about five minutes.

I'll feel better once I get through today. 18 dpo was when I had my first major bleed with the heterotopic.

I also have a stupid hope that two of the three eggs played plinko successfully and somehow made it into my uterus.

 

[ClandestineTX]

I have long told Hubster if we got a 2-for-1 special, we would be done TTC forever. At this point, as low as my numbers are, I would be more than happy with just 1. I am doing better at keeping myself zen (no spotting today definitely helped). I know this is still a long shot for me, but too paranoid about failure to encourage the reality to sink in. I think I have accepted my denial, if such a thing is possible.

I thought heterotropic pregnancies were super rare - is there a bigger chance you'd have another because you had a previous one?

PS I have left-sided twinges and mild cramps, too.

 

[Renaendel]

If I had a second heterotopic I think I might go out and buy a loto ticket. my risk of ectopic is increased substantially hence the extra monitoring.

I put out 1-2 eggs on my own without medicines. I think that is why I always had 2-3 on femara. Gift from my moms side of the family.

Ps. Your cramps make me feel better too. I am not alone. I just don't connect with the tee hee ohh my gawd this baby is such a surprise crowd.

 

[Jett55]

Congrats on the bfps

 

[mamadonna]

congratulations girls!!

 

[Elsa50501]

Well everyone, my pink bump turned into a pink bundle this morning at 2:11am. Welcome baby Isabelle Evelyn Theresa. Born at 37+6 days. 7 lbs 5 oz. 19 1/2 in long