Come and wait with me in my tww :D GUESS WHO'S BACK YEP CRAZY WOMAN HERE

[tdog]

Please ladies just because either got my don't think you can't still post on here xx

 

[HalfricanMa]

10 dpo- temp plummeted and bfn on today’s tests. My period will likely start today. On to cycle 6 im sure…

 

[tdog]

10 dpo- temp plummeted and bfn on today’s tests. My period will likely start today. On to cycle 6 im sure…

I'm so sorry hunni xx

 

[HalfricanMa]

Thanks tdog.
Strangely i had twinges that arent period style and loads of watery cm just now. It was a huge temp dip though and my tests are negative. Im a bit confused. Maybe it tried to implant and then failed. Kinda disappointed about not getting my bfp of course, but a birthday of December 26th would probably be difficult to make the child feel special. My dad in law is a Christmas Day baby and still at 73 years old it kinds shows that he feels he competes with Christmas (plus Girls tend to feel birthdays matter even more than boys).

 

[HalfricanMa]

I feel like i see something but i’m probably just feeling sad.
@elmum how are your tests & temp looking?

 

[tdog]

I feel like i see something but i’m probably just feeling sad.
@elmum how are your tests & temp looking?

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I feel like i see something on that xx

 

[RedRose19]

Looking great @tdog!
That’s pretty funny @RedRose19! Haha I felt the same when my second was 2 months old, but I knew the breastfeeding really suppresses my fertility so it wasn't very likely no matter how we tried. Lol

My temp dropped again so now i think af may be coming.

Thing is I've only been expressing the first 2 weeks , we're only getting to breastfeed now.. I read the body doesn't see pumping like breastfeeding and I've been too exhausted to pump every 4 hours at night so .. I think my hormones are not like they usually are when I breastfeed. I think it's almost treating my body like I don't still have my baby.. it's weird I've not felt this way after birth. It's definitely got to be hormonal. I almost feel like my body is trying to gear back up into cycles etc. And this need to be pregnant again. It's driving me abit insane as I feel I've no control over it. I try to reason which my body by repeating over I just had a baby but the hormones aren't registering.. anyway I'll have to be the voice of reason to my own body. I've told hubby not to come near me unless he wants to accidentally make baby 6 .

As for going home I don't know. She had a serious brain bleed so it could be another week or two. They are also testing her for a rare liver disease. They told me last time they saw a case was 15 years ago.. so we will see . Taking 1 day at a time

 

[tdog]

@RedRose19 it must be so hard for you but yes taking 1 day at a time is all you can do we are all here for you hunni xx

 

[elmum]

Praying for you and baby @RedRose19

I feel like I see something on your 10 dpo test @HalfricanMa Hope to see more today!

@tdog Im so happy for you girl! These tests are beautiful.

Afm My tests are crap. All BFN

Here’s my chart. If I didn’t know better I would think I was pregnant for sure!

 

[HalfricanMa]

My tests are crap also.

 

[tdog]

Oh ladies I'm so sorry for the bfn I was praying to see you all with bfp this month, @elmum that chart is looking amazing xx

Here is my 20dpo tests xx

 

[MrsKatie]

I am so sorry for the bfns, it’s totally disheartening and can get truly depressing. I am praying for everyone on this thread. @tdog wow wow wow those are the kind of bfps women print out for their vision boards!! Praying we all get those!

 

[tdog]

I am so sorry for the bfns, it’s totally disheartening and can get truly depressing. I am praying for everyone on this thread. @tdog wow wow wow those are the kind of bfps women print out for their vision boards!! Praying we all get those!

Iam so so praying you all get these aswell I'm so heartbroken for all you ladies i really am, and I'm sorry to say I feel guilty most you ladies been trying longer than me xx

 

[tdog]

Thought I'd get these bad boys to try there is a smidging of a line on the bottom one xx

 

[josephine3]

Wow @tdog congrats!! Popping by on my monthly drop in that's the kinda tests I like to see that's a funky test what brand is that?! I had some with 4 diff lines on but that's even bigger!! Is it just one giant dipstick insude or separate strips?!
What are these yellow tests I'm seeing you all use I don't recognise them!
Darn those tests have made me a little broody lol

 

[tdog]

Wow @tdog congrats!! Popping by on my monthly drop in that's the kinda tests I like to see that's a funky test what brand is that?! I had some with 4 diff lines on but that's even bigger!! Is it just one giant dipstick insude or separate strips?!
What are these yellow tests I'm seeing you all use I don't recognise them!
Darn those tests have made me a little broody lol

These are the tests I've been using, it's one big lipstick you have to make sure you dip it in all at once, you can't just p on it, I have that effect on people xx

 

[HalfricanMa]

Thats a neat 4 week test.
Period started for me. It’s been 7 months since what we think was a cp and no real positives since. What i got on the frer strips when Mrs.Katie conceived didnt seem like true bfp since no other brand showed it so i dont count that as even a chemical.
It’s very disheartening.

 

[tdog]

@HalfricanMa I'm so so sorry I'm so disheartened for you xx

 

[cheerios]

@HalfricanMa I'm so sorry. The past 7 months must have felt so long. Are you still breastfeeding?? I'm very confident that you'll get your 3rd baby soon enough!!! Sometimes our bodies just take longer.

 

[HalfricanMa]

@HalfricanMa I'm so sorry. The past 7 months must have felt so long. Are you still breastfeeding?? I'm very confident that you'll get your 3rd baby soon enough!!! Sometimes our bodies just take longer.

Thank you so much for encouraging!! Yes, im still breastfeeding. Dh and i talked about it and I will try to lessen the frequency of her nursing. Not just in hopes of conceiving, but dd tanks my blood sugar!! I have such a hard time keeping up with her demands and she’s now 17 months so she shouldnt be as frequent as she has been lately. Today, for instance, she nursed 5 times before 11am. And I dont mean a quick ‘hi mom’ check-in and then she’s off again. Full-on ripping the milk from me with tornado-like suction! Teething her last teeth but even so that’s too much for my sanity, health, and ability to get everything else done!