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Yay!! Happy Mother’s Day!!
I got quite faint at church this morning. Had to step out for a while. Maybe there wasn't enough air, but I also had a hot flash and that’s been my tell for pregnancy. I guess I’ll know soon.
Good luck this week ladies! :dust:
 
Happy Mother’s Day from the Big Island of Hawai’i <3
I will follow along and root for you and pray. But we are done TTC. I feel heartbroken over this whole thing. This is not how I saw the end of our fertility journey, but here we are. I turned 43 a couple days ago, and I ovulated early and already missed our chance this month… which I guess is fine since I’m sure I’d just have another loss if I conceived anyway. I’ve been horribly depressed and exhausted- maybe perimenopause, maybe hormones from loss after loss after loss after loss, maybe just the abysmal state of my mental health at the moment. Maybe all of it. It’s affecting my marriage and my parenting and I have to figure out how to get myself together. I will probably be getting my tubes tied or removed in the next few months. But I’ll be here and keep you all posted. Sending all the love.
 
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Happy Mother’s Day from the Big Island of Hawai’i <3
I will follow along and root for you and pray. But we are done TTC. I feel heartbroken over this whole thing. This is not how I saw the end of our fertility journey, but here we are. I turned 43 a couple days ago, and I ovulated early and already missed our chance this month… which I guess is fine since I’m sure I’d just have another loss if I conceived anyway. I’ve been horribly depressed and exhausted- maybe perimenopause, maybe hormones from loss after loss after loss after loss, maybe just the abysmal state of my mental health at the moment. Maybe all of it. It’s affecting my marriage and my parenting and I have to figure out how to get myself together. I will probably be getting my tubes tied or removed in the next few months. But I’ll be here and keep you all posted. Sending all the love.
Oh man I’m so sorry! Wish I could give you a hug!
 
@MrsKatie I so wish I could catch a flight and give you a massive hug, I really can't imagine what your head is going through xx
 
@MrsKatie im so sorry you’re feeling all those challenges. It can be so difficult to keep relationship with husband and kids feeling strong and healthy when we dont even have ourselves strong nor healthy.
I’ll be praying for you. At church yesterday I jotted down something simple that made me feel good and idk if it would resonate the same for you or not, but i’ll share just if maybe it can help. It was simply: “learn to love the waves that throw you against the rock that is Christ”. Perhaps that oversimplifies things but it was a reminder to me to keep leaning into God for all my battles.
 
Thank you all so much. I’ve really got to get myself out of this awful funk. It’s been so hard. @HalfricanMa thank you so much honey I needed that. I think I’ve been praying for all the wrong things. Also I am praying you still get your bfp.
Well I tested once more and got a much darker opk after I thought we’d missed my surge so we may have a chance after all. I feel hopeful and also worried. If it doesn’t happen this month we’ll proceed with pursuing some kind of permanent birth control like I said but for now I guess I have one more roller coaster ride before I exit the park, ha.
 
9dpo and i feel like im out. This is my 6th month. I feel like im seeing something very faint but idk if its just that I want it so badly and am kinda over the ttc failing. Line eyes prob.
 
9dpo and i feel like im out. This is my 6th month. I feel like im seeing something very faint but idk if its just that I want it so badly and am kinda over the ttc failing. Line eyes prob.
I didn’t get a positive this time until 11DPO and even then it was faint
 

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