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i took another test after only a 2 hour hold and it was lighter.. i mean i dont know what i was thinking i should of known it would of been lighter, but it still upset me to see it lighter. because clearly the test i got this morning was way too dark to be left over hcg
 
@RedRose19 could be any reason why it be lighter early pregnancy as you no is always a roller coaster have everything crossed that its a sticky one xx

@Beeka wow look at that how beautiful xx
 
Wow ladies congratulations!
Also tagging @Laurabub84 cause I see a thread you started but this dumb forum won’t let me view it- don’t want you to think you’re being ignored, feel free to copy and paste here <3
 
Wow ladies congratulations!
Also tagging @Laurabub84 cause I see a thread you started but this dumb forum won’t let me view it- don’t want you to think you’re being ignored, feel free to copy and paste here <3

Thanks hun, that’s really sweet of you. I think I messed it up by trying to change the title of my thread and now I just can’t get on it anymore. It doesn’t matter, I was just rambling and can’t remember most of what i’d written to be honest. Basically af was a week late so I’d stupidly let myself believe maybe I could have been pregnant. I brought a test yesterday morning when I went shopping and as is always the way just as I was about to take it af arrived. I’ve been so regular since having my youngest, so to be a week late of course my heart wanted to believe I could be. It’s hard to know how to feel because I desperately want one more baby, but dh doesn’t. When he asked if I’d got my period yet Tuesday night and I said no he looked really worried, which is the main reason I picked up the test yesterday morning. I txt him at work to let him know he could stop worrying and he replied that he knows I’m disappointed. I just don’t know how to feel. I don’t want to make him feel pressured to give into me again (not that I believe he would again) but it’s taking a huge amount of self control most days not to beg him because of how much the feeling is overwhelming me. I’m feeling in a constant state of panic that times running out for me now, if it hasn’t already. I’m struggling so bad with it all. I had a beautiful dream the night before I brought the test that I had a gorgeous little baby girl and it was so vivid that when I woke up realising it was a dream I could have cried. My hearts just aching for one last baby. Sad thing is tho that even if I did by some miracle fall pregnant, I would literally be the only one happy about it. How could I bring a baby into the world that no one but me wanted :sad2:
 
Thanks hun, that’s really sweet of you. I think I messed it up by trying to change the title of my thread and now I just can’t get on it anymore. It doesn’t matter, I was just rambling and can’t remember most of what i’d written to be honest. Basically af was a week late so I’d stupidly let myself believe maybe I could have been pregnant. I brought a test yesterday morning when I went shopping and as is always the way just as I was about to take it af arrived. I’ve been so regular since having my youngest, so to be a week late of course my heart wanted to believe I could be. It’s hard to know how to feel because I desperately want one more baby, but dh doesn’t. When he asked if I’d got my period yet Tuesday night and I said no he looked really worried, which is the main reason I picked up the test yesterday morning. I txt him at work to let him know he could stop worrying and he replied that he knows I’m disappointed. I just don’t know how to feel. I don’t want to make him feel pressured to give into me again (not that I believe he would again) but it’s taking a huge amount of self control most days not to beg him because of how much the feeling is overwhelming me. I’m feeling in a constant state of panic that times running out for me now, if it hasn’t already. I’m struggling so bad with it all. I had a beautiful dream the night before I brought the test that I had a gorgeous little baby girl and it was so vivid that when I woke up realising it was a dream I could have cried. My hearts just aching for one last baby. Sad thing is tho that even if I did by some miracle fall pregnant, I would literally be the only one happy about it. How could I bring a baby into the world that no one but me wanted :sad2:
Sending virtual hugs. This sounds really difficult. I would sit dh down and have an open honest conversation with him. I believe that it’s very rare to regret having another child but it is so common to regret not having one more. When a baby arrives in the world, people tend to forget that they didn’t think you should have another baby. And if they don’t - then personally they are not people I would want in my life. It’s your life, your family and no one has a right to pass judgement. X
 

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