Come and wait with me in my tww :D GUESS WHO'S BACK YEP CRAZY WOMAN HERE

[tdog]

@RedRose19 looking at mine looked about the same as yours xx
First one has a line i promise lol xx

 

[RedRose19]

@RedRose19 looking at mine looked about the same as yours xx
First one has a line i promise lol xx

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Is that 24 or 48 hours later?

 

[tdog]

Is that 24 or 48 hours later?

That's 48 hours later xx

 

[RedRose19]

i took another test after only a 2 hour hold and it was lighter.. i mean i dont know what i was thinking i should of known it would of been lighter, but it still upset me to see it lighter. because clearly the test i got this morning was way too dark to be left over hcg

 

[Beeka]

Ladies I need your eyes.. do you think the top test is darker? It's 48 hours ish between them, is that a normal progression for 48 hours ?

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It’s definitely darker. How many dpo? Have you tried afternoon pee? Hoping it’s a sticky baby

 

[Beeka]

12 dpo for me and a sudden jump in darkness.

 

[tdog]

@RedRose19 could be any reason why it be lighter early pregnancy as you no is always a roller coaster have everything crossed that its a sticky one xx

@Beeka wow look at that how beautiful xx

 

[MrsKatie]

Wow ladies congratulations!
Also tagging @Laurabub84 cause I see a thread you started but this dumb forum won’t let me view it- don’t want you to think you’re being ignored, feel free to copy and paste here

 

[Laurabub84]

Wow ladies congratulations!
Also tagging @Laurabub84 cause I see a thread you started but this dumb forum won’t let me view it- don’t want you to think you’re being ignored, feel free to copy and paste here

Thanks hun, that’s really sweet of you. I think I messed it up by trying to change the title of my thread and now I just can’t get on it anymore. It doesn’t matter, I was just rambling and can’t remember most of what i’d written to be honest. Basically af was a week late so I’d stupidly let myself believe maybe I could have been pregnant. I brought a test yesterday morning when I went shopping and as is always the way just as I was about to take it af arrived. I’ve been so regular since having my youngest, so to be a week late of course my heart wanted to believe I could be. It’s hard to know how to feel because I desperately want one more baby, but dh doesn’t. When he asked if I’d got my period yet Tuesday night and I said no he looked really worried, which is the main reason I picked up the test yesterday morning. I txt him at work to let him know he could stop worrying and he replied that he knows I’m disappointed. I just don’t know how to feel. I don’t want to make him feel pressured to give into me again (not that I believe he would again) but it’s taking a huge amount of self control most days not to beg him because of how much the feeling is overwhelming me. I’m feeling in a constant state of panic that times running out for me now, if it hasn’t already. I’m struggling so bad with it all. I had a beautiful dream the night before I brought the test that I had a gorgeous little baby girl and it was so vivid that when I woke up realising it was a dream I could have cried. My hearts just aching for one last baby. Sad thing is tho that even if I did by some miracle fall pregnant, I would literally be the only one happy about it. How could I bring a baby into the world that no one but me wanted

 

[Beeka]

Thanks hun, that’s really sweet of you. I think I messed it up by trying to change the title of my thread and now I just can’t get on it anymore. It doesn’t matter, I was just rambling and can’t remember most of what i’d written to be honest. Basically af was a week late so I’d stupidly let myself believe maybe I could have been pregnant. I brought a test yesterday morning when I went shopping and as is always the way just as I was about to take it af arrived. I’ve been so regular since having my youngest, so to be a week late of course my heart wanted to believe I could be. It’s hard to know how to feel because I desperately want one more baby, but dh doesn’t. When he asked if I’d got my period yet Tuesday night and I said no he looked really worried, which is the main reason I picked up the test yesterday morning. I txt him at work to let him know he could stop worrying and he replied that he knows I’m disappointed. I just don’t know how to feel. I don’t want to make him feel pressured to give into me again (not that I believe he would again) but it’s taking a huge amount of self control most days not to beg him because of how much the feeling is overwhelming me. I’m feeling in a constant state of panic that times running out for me now, if it hasn’t already. I’m struggling so bad with it all. I had a beautiful dream the night before I brought the test that I had a gorgeous little baby girl and it was so vivid that when I woke up realising it was a dream I could have cried. My hearts just aching for one last baby. Sad thing is tho that even if I did by some miracle fall pregnant, I would literally be the only one happy about it. How could I bring a baby into the world that no one but me wanted

Sending virtual hugs. This sounds really difficult. I would sit dh down and have an open honest conversation with him. I believe that it’s very rare to regret having another child but it is so common to regret not having one more. When a baby arrives in the world, people tend to forget that they didn’t think you should have another baby. And if they don’t - then personally they are not people I would want in my life. It’s your life, your family and no one has a right to pass judgement. X

 

[Beeka]

@MrsKatie I hope scan goes well x

 

[Beeka]

Today’s tests - 13 dpo

 

[cheerios]

Wow @Beeka HUGE CONGRATS!!! What a lovely bfp!! Is this your second babe?

 

[RedRose19]

Thanks hun, that’s really sweet of you. I think I messed it up by trying to change the title of my thread and now I just can’t get on it anymore. It doesn’t matter, I was just rambling and can’t remember most of what i’d written to be honest. Basically af was a week late so I’d stupidly let myself believe maybe I could have been pregnant. I brought a test yesterday morning when I went shopping and as is always the way just as I was about to take it af arrived. I’ve been so regular since having my youngest, so to be a week late of course my heart wanted to believe I could be. It’s hard to know how to feel because I desperately want one more baby, but dh doesn’t. When he asked if I’d got my period yet Tuesday night and I said no he looked really worried, which is the main reason I picked up the test yesterday morning. I txt him at work to let him know he could stop worrying and he replied that he knows I’m disappointed. I just don’t know how to feel. I don’t want to make him feel pressured to give into me again (not that I believe he would again) but it’s taking a huge amount of self control most days not to beg him because of how much the feeling is overwhelming me. I’m feeling in a constant state of panic that times running out for me now, if it hasn’t already. I’m struggling so bad with it all. I had a beautiful dream the night before I brought the test that I had a gorgeous little baby girl and it was so vivid that when I woke up realising it was a dream I could have cried. My hearts just aching for one last baby. Sad thing is tho that even if I did by some miracle fall pregnant, I would literally be the only one happy about it. How could I bring a baby into the world that no one but me wanted

im sorry to hear that laura, im in a similar way in that i have this weird burning need to have one more, dh isnt saying no but hes not pushed either but the rest of my family are saying dont have anymore now and its so off putting. i hope either way your body comes to peace, i dont want to make this about hormones but i could imagine it could have a part to play in all this. maybe talking to a dr or a therapist about your burning desire could help?

 

[tdog]

@Laurabub84 so sorry to here you feel that way think when the desire or wanting another is there its hard to ignore it like other have said maybe sit oh down and speak to him, or speak to a doc about how you feel if you cant speak to oh. Xx

@RedRose19 I had the same reaction from my family about not having anymore but I was like well who taking care of it? Who's the one giving birth and stuff, but when I had told my family about this bub my oldest daughter rolled her eyes and went for crying out loud, my mam went oh no things happen and my brother well I won't repeat what he said xx

 

[Beeka]

Wow @Beeka HUGE CONGRATS!!! What a lovely bfp!! Is this your second babe?

No, number 6

 

[MrsKatie]

@tdog I am dreading the reaction of my parents to this baby, if all goes well. It’s amazing what people say. I wanna be like, ok well when baby is born you can tell me which one of my kids shouldn’t be here. Just look at them and hug and snuggle them and then tell me who shouldn’t have been born. EYEROLL.

@Laurabub84 oh honey I’m so so sorry. DH was hesitant with this baby after seeing all the losses, he was worried to see me go through another one and concerned about genetic abnormalities with our ages, and it felt not awesome being the one driving the train so hard, but also some decisions one spouse makes a little more than the other, if the other person is willing to follow his/her lead a bit. Lean in and talk but don’t beg, just see where he’s at, it doesn’t sound like he’s dead set against another baby. I’ll be praying honey. I really truly know the feeling.

 

[MrsKatie]

@Beeka eep omg gorgeous! And for 13dpo, amazing!!

 

[RedRose19]

well my early digital turned positive last night, in the morning the frer was way lighter, and the digital was negative, then this evening heavy bleeding with clots.. so i think i had a chemical. not sure how i feel about that

 

[tdog]

well my early digital turned positive last night, in the morning the frer was way lighter, and the digital was negative, then this evening heavy bleeding with clots.. so i think i had a chemical. not sure how i feel about that

Im so sorry hunni want to send you some massive virtual hugs xx