Confussed! had mc but hcg levels have doubled!

[becky77]

how did it go? thinking of you x

 

[elastigirl]

Hiya I got back from the hospital at 6pm last night got there at 9.30 so it was a long day. Docs confirmed i had an ectopic pg which i really was expecting but you do still hold out some tiny hope that it will be ok or even just not to have found anything. But they did. So after the scan i had bloods done again and was given a bed and i had to wait for the results and for a doc to come and explain what my options were. I was ok while i was there as things were happening and in my head i had already lost the baby last week and had got my head around it, but then docs told me that i had had one baby in and one outside of my uterus losing one was bad enough and now i was going to be losing two.
It's hitting me today i handled the mc ok i cried for a day and moved on as i had my ds to think about but to think there was a live baby in there yesterday and i had to choose how i was going to have it terminated is killing me.
I had the injection as i wasn't in any pain or having any bleeding. It was very upsetting as i had to go on the cancer ward to have it as it is a cancer drug that kills off cells it of course was not a nice place to be but it did help me to put things into prosective. There was some really poorly people in there and i felt a bit of a fraud being there.
I have to return twice next week then weekly for bloods to make sure the injection is working.
I was told i now have a 1 in 10 chance of having an ectopic again. Not sure i can go through that again.

Thnaks for thinking of me.

 

[charveyron]

Really sorry to hear this hun, take time to grieve and look after yourself

 

[jonnanne3]

I am so sorry for your losses. Thinking of you.

 

[MrsJD]

Oh hun, sorry your having to go through this again.

On the upside (if you can call it that) the chemo jag is a successful way of removing the fetus rather than having a tube removed.

Thinking of you

XXXXXX

 

[jen1604]

really really sorry to hear this honey.Thinking of you xx

 

[becky77]

thinking of you so sorry for your losses
take care

 

[Sweetie]

So sorry for your loss

 

[who's_mummy]

Really sorry to hear your sad news


Gemma x

 

[JASMAK]

I am so sorry.