Cornfieldland
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I had a MMC January 26th. It's been 3 1/2 months and I'm still suffering dark days where I feel like I can't breath and my grief will swallow me whole. I was hoping I would "get over it" by now, but I'm not. We are trying now which helps a bit, there is hope that things might turn out positive one day. Now, again I'm in the TWW and everyday is slowly going by. I just have so many negative thoughts...that I don't deserve to be a mom, or wife, or have anything good in my life. I know it's not true, but I'm driving myself crazy! I just want to be pregnant and have the pregnancy I dreamed of, but I'm scared it will end in disappointment.
I have 2 beautiful boys, but my husband as none and now he is scared it will end again in heartache. I hate that he feels that way.
I am usually not this down on here... But I had to get it out. I'm also burying my little one today so it's wieghing on my mind. Sorry guys! I know you all understand.
Oh and the icing on the cake is ever since the MC I have had horrible break outs to the point I don't want to leave the house. Hoping and praying they go away soon : ( Dam you hormones!!
I have 2 beautiful boys, but my husband as none and now he is scared it will end again in heartache. I hate that he feels that way.
I am usually not this down on here... But I had to get it out. I'm also burying my little one today so it's wieghing on my mind. Sorry guys! I know you all understand.
Oh and the icing on the cake is ever since the MC I have had horrible break outs to the point I don't want to leave the house. Hoping and praying they go away soon : ( Dam you hormones!!