Maze
Expecting 4th, 2 Angels
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I had a miscarriage at almost 6 weeks last month. The bleeding didn't last very long and my body seemed to bounce back pretty quickly... I know the doctors said to avoid sex for a few weeks and certainly not have unprotected sex until a few cycles... but being emotional and grief stricken, I just wanted things to go back to the way they were before our loss. I didn't want intimacy to turn into a mine-field and only remind me of what we had just been through. So I waited a couple of days until the bleeding was through and my fiance and I resumed being intimate.
On Sunday I had what felt like my AF was coming. It came on all of a sudden and shook me a little, given that I only had my MC three weeks ago. By the next morning the cramping (mild but very apparent) was gone. Today I am experiencing frequent urination. It feels so much like it did last month, before I tested positive. But I never considered the possibility that I could get pregnant again without even having a cycle. I mean, I knew it could happen but I just didn't anticipate it.
So now I have to wait a few more days until I test... but, I am almost afraid to test and get an early positive. I almost want to wait until I am weeks late despite that all the signs are there. I am scared to repeat my last experience so soon.
I already have had one healthy pregnancy 4 years ago (I am 25), and the doctors didn't seem to think this would be an issue for me again... but the fear is still there. How can I relax and be excited with that cloud hanging over my head.
Has anyone else experienced this so soon?
On Sunday I had what felt like my AF was coming. It came on all of a sudden and shook me a little, given that I only had my MC three weeks ago. By the next morning the cramping (mild but very apparent) was gone. Today I am experiencing frequent urination. It feels so much like it did last month, before I tested positive. But I never considered the possibility that I could get pregnant again without even having a cycle. I mean, I knew it could happen but I just didn't anticipate it.
So now I have to wait a few more days until I test... but, I am almost afraid to test and get an early positive. I almost want to wait until I am weeks late despite that all the signs are there. I am scared to repeat my last experience so soon.
I already have had one healthy pregnancy 4 years ago (I am 25), and the doctors didn't seem to think this would be an issue for me again... but the fear is still there. How can I relax and be excited with that cloud hanging over my head.
Has anyone else experienced this so soon?