Classic Girl
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Hi. I'm an older mom...42 with a 16 year old son and an 8 year old daughter who remarried 2 years ago to the greatest man alive who is 34 and has no biological kids but very much wants one. I was done. Very done but love him beyond belief and decided we'd have my IUD taken out and see what happened. It was only out 2 months before I got pregnant but in those 2 months I fell in love with the idea of having his baby, became a POAS addict...and had an abnormal pap, a colposcopy and a LEEP procedure done because my OB knew what we were trying to do. Feb 3rd I had the procedure...valentines Day I got my BFP and gave it to my hubby as his gift. No one expected it so soon.....and I guess deep down in my heart...I knew it was too soon...or too easy...or something. I am/was 5 weeks 5 days today and started bleeding on Saturday. On call dr said it was common when she called back on a Saturday night. My OB who I called this morning had some nurse return my call at 4:10 WHILE I was in the ER! Like...6 hours later to tell me to come do another HCG. What?? I had to know something...I paid the $200 copay at the ER and my levels have dropped to 212 (they'd only gotten as high as 286 last Thursday which bothered me way more than my OB). My emotions are all over the place. I feel like I let hubby down in some way although I know HE doesn't feel that way at all. I guess I just needed to vent.