Dawny
TTc after loss baby W2
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Hello Ladies 
It saddens me to read all your posts on here feeling a little of how you all feel, yet gives my strength to know we are all there for each other.
I am an old lurker of the site, i am married and have one daughter who is 3 1/2 going on 30 and found i needed to return after the loss of our second child in July. I was 14 weeks when i lost the baby, but knew i had had a silent miscarriage at my 12 week scan.
Was an awful ordeal, one i will never forget but i think it has made me stronger in character.
Like many of you are am terrified that if i get that BPF it will happen again. I am terrified to TTC incase i damage myself (i know, i cant, but i had that many complications after the MC i am scared i actually can) and now i have had time to actually think about having baby no 2 im terrified we wont cope financially etc.
Im just full of worry and that is not like me. I can talk to my hubby but he is a typical bloke with things like this, he gets on with things and he doesnt REALLY understand what im thinking.
I finally had AF the first week of November (after bleeding on and off since the miscarriage for two months!) and so we decided to TTC. If my cycles are back to the length they were, that meant i OV on Monday (which i felt some pain - i always have stabbing pains when i OV) and today would be day 19 of my cycle.
i am not expecting that pink line this time at all, but was nice to get back into the swing of things
and its nice to see it hasnt driven us apart.
Anyway, iv rabbited on waaaaay to long now, but just wanted to put it out there to people who understand and let you know im going to try to lurk as much as i can and be there for you all
Good luck, sticky glue and lkets get those BPF's!!!
Dawn xx
It saddens me to read all your posts on here feeling a little of how you all feel, yet gives my strength to know we are all there for each other.
I am an old lurker of the site, i am married and have one daughter who is 3 1/2 going on 30 and found i needed to return after the loss of our second child in July. I was 14 weeks when i lost the baby, but knew i had had a silent miscarriage at my 12 week scan.
Was an awful ordeal, one i will never forget but i think it has made me stronger in character.
Like many of you are am terrified that if i get that BPF it will happen again. I am terrified to TTC incase i damage myself (i know, i cant, but i had that many complications after the MC i am scared i actually can) and now i have had time to actually think about having baby no 2 im terrified we wont cope financially etc.
Im just full of worry and that is not like me. I can talk to my hubby but he is a typical bloke with things like this, he gets on with things and he doesnt REALLY understand what im thinking.
I finally had AF the first week of November (after bleeding on and off since the miscarriage for two months!) and so we decided to TTC. If my cycles are back to the length they were, that meant i OV on Monday (which i felt some pain - i always have stabbing pains when i OV) and today would be day 19 of my cycle.
i am not expecting that pink line this time at all, but was nice to get back into the swing of things
and its nice to see it hasnt driven us apart.Anyway, iv rabbited on waaaaay to long now, but just wanted to put it out there to people who understand and let you know im going to try to lurk as much as i can and be there for you all
Good luck, sticky glue and lkets get those BPF's!!!
Dawn xx
then I would know that the levels had dropped to below 5. Well am still getting a 
and I am in week 3. It's just so disheartening and I am so frustrated. 
but I am just waiting for something to go on so I know when I may ovulate - never dreamt that I would be happy for a 
, but so cant wait to have some good luck
