***December Dreamers*** 70 babies born***

[WILSMUM]

Owww Niamh just scratched my boob and made it bleed.

Just wait till she starts "playing" with them instead of feeding! Now that hurts!!!!
By the time Wil got to 4 months he only really used my boobs as either a comforter or a play thing!!!

 

[till bob]

hey girls hope ur all doin well i havent had chance to read back cause theres about a thousand pages congratualtions to all the girls who already have their babies and for the rest of u im sure u will all be holdin ur bundles of joy very soon. well we r doin really well will try and upload a pic for the ppl who arent on facebook. so here goes with the birth story gona be a long one lolx

So some of u mite know last tues my midwife came round to bring my home birthin box and wen she came and did my blood pressure it was really high and i had +3 protein in my urine aswel also baby hadnt grown she wasnt happy to leave me so rang the hospital who said to go in for moniterin anyway to cut this bit short wen i got there it was still really high and my reflexes were too brisk so they said i cudnt come home i was gutted really didnt wana stay in baby was healthy tho and was movin lots but needed a growth scan the next day was on 24 hour urine watch which ment i had to collect every bit of wee and put it in a big bottle lovely i know had the scan the next day which was fine she was smallish but not tiny and bp had come down slightly so they said i cud go home wed afternoon. They said id have to go back on fri tho just to day assessment to get bp checked again so went fri bp was the highest it had been so again they wudnt let me leave my sis was with me and kept sayin wat r u gona do r u gona induce her and they said well we will prob leave it a few days and c if it comes down so i thought ok then they will prob let me home tomoro bein sat. The midwifes then changed shifts and a lovely one came to check on me and said ooh lovely ur bein induced today i was like WAT lol then i began to shit myself it was about 4 oclock she came back and examined me and gave me the pessary she said i was 1 to 2 cm dilated so shed check again in the mornin so they did and i was dilated enough to have my waters broke but delivery was busy so i just had to wait my contractions kicked in about 12 oclock but werent painful just abit uncomfortable so i had a bath the midwife came to get me at 3 oclock and broke my water which was the worse pain in the whole world worst than the labour part and within 50 mins phoebe was born weighin 6 pound 12 and half shes so perfect so didnt get chance for any pain relief just gas an air and no stitches the midwife cudnt believe how fast she was born considerin she was 16 days early. phoebe is so content feeds and sleeps well and her big sis loves her more than anythin so i have my perfect little family who mean more to me than anythin so good luck girls u will soon have urs here with u and cant wait to read all about it xx

 

[sammiwry]

Owww Niamh just scratched my boob and made it bleed.

Just wait till she starts "playing" with them instead of feeding! Now that hurts!!!!
By the time Wil got to 4 months he only really used my boobs as either a comforter or a play thing!!!

Getting practise in early for when he's older lol

 

[Kerrieann]

Lovely to hear from you tillbob and great birth story, hope mine as quick in the end! Glad she was a happy and healthy baby in the end! Shes gorgeous!

Well my contractions stopped at around 9am so i had them for 6 hours every 10 mins on the dot and then they just stopped. I dont know how much more i can take! Hubby didnt go innto work as we reallyt thought this was it so now hes wasted a day off and we lose £120 Been out for a very long walk to see if they will start again and they havnt.

 

[Pixxie]

Tillbob lovely to hear you and Phoebe are doing well, she's gorgeous! xx

 

[Pixxie]

Oh no Kerrie! It can't be too much longer now xxx

 

[Nessicle]

Ooh dinner was yummy! Got backache and period pains again and greeny discharge....not that it means anything lol

 

[till bob]

ah kerrie im sorry hun i know how awful it is to go over i went over with tilly wish there was somethin i cud say to make u feel better but i know u wont till ur holdin him so r they startin u off mon did u say hun x

 

[Nessicle]

Gemma thanks for sharing glad everything turned out well!!

Aw Kerrie what a shitter

 

[WILSMUM]

lovely story tillbob and she was a great weight considering she was that early! Shes gorgeous and such a cute little outfit! I haven't dressed Ailsa in anything other than sleepsuits yet! Shes only got one little dress outfit thing that my mum got her, think its 0-3 months though so will be a bit big for her atm!!!


Oh Kerrie how annoying - really thought this was it for you, fingers crossed the walk did the trick and things'll kick off for you later

 

[mummyclo]

Awww Kerrie
I really hope thing happen for you soon! My Oh has to go back to work early as he took time off when i was in labour...aparently that doesn't count towards paternity as he wasn't born yet!!
for you xx

 

[sammiwry]

Kerrie how annoying

Gemma thanks for posting phoebes birth story!

 

[sammiwry]

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Me and Rox have a hard life! Still cuddled up in bed!

 

[- Butterfly -]

Hey ladies

I've not read back yet but I just needed to get this off my chest so I'm sorry.

I can't stop crying - I've been feeling so sad recently thinking about Mollie and feeling like I shouldn't be excited about the new baby. But today I'm crying because I feel guilty about feeling like that and I don't want Rosie thinking she's not wanted or loved. I already love her very much and I hope she's not picked up on those negative feelings I have been having.

Oh god I feel like such a wreck. I'm sure all the sleepless nights aren't helping.

Bloody hormones hey.

 

[cho]

Hey ladies

I've not read back yet but I just needed to get this off my chest so I'm sorry.

I can't stop crying - I've been feeling so sad recently thinking about Mollie and feeling like I shouldn't be excited about the new baby. But today I'm crying because I feel guilty about feeling like that and I don't want Rosie thinking she's not wanted or loved. I already love her very much and I hope she's not picked up on those negative feelings I have been having.

Oh god I feel like such a wreck. I'm sure all the sleepless nights aren't helping.

Bloody hormones hey.

i cannot imagine how hard it must be for oyu, i dont even know what to say as i have never been in a position to have to feel that, but i send you big hugs stay strong, both your children will know they are loved!

 

[- Butterfly -]

i had caneston duo a while ago for thrush, while i was pregnant, it says not to take while pregnant but my doctor told me it was fine
I will make a app just incase i think. Thanks girls
Ducky my app isnt till 3.45 im nervous lol, i cried when i had one with Bradley WUSS lol!!!

I hope you get your sweep hun. I probably wouldn't mention to mw about thrush and let her do sweep.

My right ribs are so bruised! Must be from her feet jabbing in them!

Had a shower and got my fleece pj's on they're so warm!! It's so nice sitting in pjs all day

Gonna put my DVD on soon just doing eggnand chips for dinner - got nonfood in really til it gets delivered tomorrow so having chips for second day running -'my poor child will be malnourished!

mmm egg and chips

 

[Pixxie]

Hey ladies

I've not read back yet but I just needed to get this off my chest so I'm sorry.

I can't stop crying - I've been feeling so sad recently thinking about Mollie and feeling like I shouldn't be excited about the new baby. But today I'm crying because I feel guilty about feeling like that and I don't want Rosie thinking she's not wanted or loved. I already love her very much and I hope she's not picked up on those negative feelings I have been having.

Oh god I feel like such a wreck. I'm sure all the sleepless nights aren't helping.

Bloody hormones hey.

Rosie wont think you don't love and want her, It's only natural for you to be a bit sad so don't you feel bad about it xxxxx

 

[- Butterfly -]

Thanks Pixxie. I'm a firm believer that our growing babies can feel everything we feel which is why we need to stay positive. I can't believe that I have only just realised that my negative feelings maybe having an impact on her.

 

[sammiwry]

Butterfly I can't see Rosie thinking you don't love her as much. Hopefully when she's old enough to understand she will help in all the work you do to raise awareness of sma

 

[Mizze]

Tilbob lovely to hear from you and about Phoebe's birth.

Lovely to hear from you tillbob and great birth story, hope mine as quick in the end! Glad she was a happy and healthy baby in the end! Shes gorgeous!

Well my contractions stopped at around 9am so i had them for 6 hours every 10 mins on the dot and then they just stopped. I dont know how much more i can take! Hubby didnt go innto work as we reallyt thought this was it so now hes wasted a day off and we lose £120 Been out for a very long walk to see if they will start again and they havnt.

Aw hon im so sorry.

Hey ladies

I've not read back yet but I just needed to get this off my chest so I'm sorry.

I can't stop crying - I've been feeling so sadTil recently thinking about Mollie and feeling like I shouldn't be excited about the new baby. But today I'm crying because I feel guilty about feeling like that and I don't want Rosie thinking she's not wanted or loved. I already love her very much and I hope she's not picked up on those negative feelings I have been having.

Oh god I feel like such a wreck. I'm sure all the sleepless nights aren't helping.

Bloody hormones hey.

Butterfly id say it was only natural what you are feeling - I think it would strange if you didnt have any conflicting feelings because of what happened with Mollie. I worry that I will forget about my angels and they didnt make it to the first scan, which is no comparison at all.

She wont have picked up on the negatives - only that her Mummy loves both her and her sister very much indeed.


No word from wishing yet - will keep you posted as soon as I hear. FX all went fine.

Having a bad day myself today- awful nights sleep (hopefully I struggled to get on here in the middle of the night - something wrong with the site im sure) followed by massive headache - I went out to Mothercare and Babies r us - mistake although I got a lot of what I wanted but felt terrible by the end. Also my parents are coming over within the hour so I cant just retreat to bed which I want to do.

Also so F*cked off with the heartburn I cant tell you.
Mizze xx