Charliemarina
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ok so i had a MC nearly a month ago now and something has been bothering me the whole time since, now it maybe just me but heres what happened to me....
the day i got my bfp i was elated as all of us are and would be, anyways once the excitement went down and the thought of being preg again settled this voice in my head (not literally lol) was saying to me "its not going to work this time", now its not like i kept thinking about it over the days i was preg but it was something that kept creeping back into my head, its like sub-consciously i knew my bean wouldnt stick and i was right maybe mother intuition? but i just feel like maybe my thoughts caused this but then that would just be stupid thinking right? its just odd coz my first ever MC i had back in 08 i had the same feelings for that pregnancy too and it ended the same way a early MC.
ok so my point is did any of you ladies get this or is it just me? im sorry if this post has upset anyone but it something that keeps coming into my mind and i feel unless i talk about it its not gonna shift if that makes sense, i know i done nothing wrong and the MC was NOT my fault but i just cant get over the fact i "knew" it was gonna happen b4 it did, last time i thought was maybe just coincidence and normal early preg fear but now i know it wasnt please say someone here has had the same thing and can give me comfort on this one xxx
the day i got my bfp i was elated as all of us are and would be, anyways once the excitement went down and the thought of being preg again settled this voice in my head (not literally lol) was saying to me "its not going to work this time", now its not like i kept thinking about it over the days i was preg but it was something that kept creeping back into my head, its like sub-consciously i knew my bean wouldnt stick and i was right maybe mother intuition? but i just feel like maybe my thoughts caused this but then that would just be stupid thinking right? its just odd coz my first ever MC i had back in 08 i had the same feelings for that pregnancy too and it ended the same way a early MC.
ok so my point is did any of you ladies get this or is it just me? im sorry if this post has upset anyone but it something that keeps coming into my mind and i feel unless i talk about it its not gonna shift if that makes sense, i know i done nothing wrong and the MC was NOT my fault but i just cant get over the fact i "knew" it was gonna happen b4 it did, last time i thought was maybe just coincidence and normal early preg fear but now i know it wasnt please say someone here has had the same thing and can give me comfort on this one xxx