I go up and down, most the time I am ok there is just that few hours where i am crying and feel like crap. Suppose the stress of this last week has mounted and I know if some stuff didnt happen i would be ok probably by now.
The sex thing got to me today, i was wondering if i would ever get it back again. Darren is supportive but I do worry it wont come back and dont want to be drugged up after as that effects everything.
Maybe it will all work out i will try to stay positive. My mate told me that poeple who suffer from PND actually never had depression before and the poeple that did where less likely to suffer from it. I hope she is right there.
I aint really a positive person but i try so hard to be! my whole family is like that also, very negitive! I try nipping things in the bud and proving there is a way out of things liek depression. i dont suffer in silence I done that for so many years.
after scan on tuesday I hopefully will feel better, I hope i make it there this time! thats what gets me to when I dont go i really get angry at myself. And I let people down as Darren really wants to go also so i feel pressured. I will go even if i cry my eyes out like a baby inthe car. Last time i was so happy coming out with my scan pics i was near showing strangers in the corridors lol