i feel so alone at the min my mum n dad have been brill but i feel like my oh has relised he is going to have to settle down and i think that scares him as now he is starting to going out all the time and making exuses to see me. what makes it worse that im not working no more as i have sciatica, so im not going out very much as i find it hard 2 walk far. i feel like my oh doesnt want to know anymore iv tryed so hard with him and i love him to bits its just when i get a bit snappy insted of being understanding he will turn it round in to one big argument. he hasnt really been involed from the start hes came to the scans thats it. he didnt come with me to pick our push chair as he finds mothercare boring! he hasnt given me any money for the baby and he hasnt got anythink apart from a set of botties. when im feeling abit upset all i want is a cuddle but he just doesnt seem to want to know.