Urgh, where do I start? To summarise, I hate hate HATE my full time job and want to go part time. My flexible working request was rejected so I have been looking for a part time job for MONTHS. My job is awful, the workload is hideously unrealistic. I was open and honest with them, told them that I miss Emma like mad and don't know how much longer I can work full time...they have told me that they can see I am struggling and HR will take it down the disciplinary route if I can't meet my role requirements. Nice. Oh and a few weeks ago, a customer apparently complained about me so I am now under investigation. I am now at the stage where I am crying every day before I leave for work. I desperately want to quit, but am pretty sure I can't get JSA if I do. We can't afford to survive on 1 income because we are in debt...if I quit we could afford to live but wouldn't be able to pay our loan off. What to do for the best? Be miserable and exhausted from work? Or risk defaulting on the loan and quit? Not sure if anyone has any useful advice....I think I know the answer to it all really - it is my fault I am in debt and I just have to soldier on until I find a part time job...otherwise I am going to make life harder in the long run. Sorry for the rant.