8 dpo and I'm not coping too well. been cramping since 3dpo, got worse today, sore nipples, creamy cm, waking up last 2 days with a cold that disappears an hour later. done 10 hpt's already lol. had a line on a test this pm, but had to hold it against the light and a an angle to see it. got blue veins on my bbs, and im just a nervous wreck. had a chemical last dec, and i'm scared i'm either convincing myself im pg when i'm not or its gonna happen again if i am. oh, and peeing every two minutes. lol. help x