carry
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Hello everyone, after a long time of visiting this site and reading a lot about some of your ttc and tww stories etc as a guest I have finally signed up anyways heres my story..
I have been previously married and have 3 kids 17, 14 and 10 with few problems (youngest child was a twin which i mc at 10 weeks) and had an ectopic (10 weeks) after 2nd child but didnt have to lose tube.
Anyways im remarried and ttc with my 2nd husband who has no kids, we are both 37 and desperate for a baby, we were ttc for almost a year and i got my bfp in november with a frer really really faint.. and after several days wasnt much stronger i bought a predictor and got a much stronger line so i felt a little better, however about 9 days after my bfp i began to bleed quite heavily and was understandably devasted as was oh we where having really bad snow at the time and it was late at night so my doctor told me to wait until the following morning (unless was in a lot of pain or bleeding really heavily) before going to the hospital.. i did so the next night and they did a beta hcg.. when i rang for results they said beta was only 19 and it looked like i'd already mc .. they simply said give it another week and if your still getting bfp's come back, what a week of waiting it was it felt like an eternity and my hpt's were getting stronger all the time, so i went back and had another beta.. this time it was reading 597 so it was almost tripling!! I was told everything looked fine although nothing showed on scan, and by my dates should have been around 6 weeks we were overjoyed and i had to go back two days later for another beta and scan as a matter of routine nothing showed up again on scan and then they were suspecting that it could be ectopic because of my history.. the results this time however were totally unexpected my beta had dropped to just 200 .. i really was not expecting this after everything we had been through.. i started to bleed that very night and continued to do so for about a week, then stopped for two days then bled for another 3.. my last bleed was 21st december.. my beta is now back to a non pregnancy state and my oh wants to try again straight away but i dont think i could bear another loss.. although I really don't want to deny my beloved the chance of having his own child... ttc is such an emotional rollercoaster! I know i have rambled a lot but really really wanted to get it all off my chest, thank you to anyone that has taken the time to read all this x
P.s surprising that after a week of bfp's my beta was only 19 frer and predictor must have been picking up miniscule hcg leverls!
I have been previously married and have 3 kids 17, 14 and 10 with few problems (youngest child was a twin which i mc at 10 weeks) and had an ectopic (10 weeks) after 2nd child but didnt have to lose tube.
Anyways im remarried and ttc with my 2nd husband who has no kids, we are both 37 and desperate for a baby, we were ttc for almost a year and i got my bfp in november with a frer really really faint.. and after several days wasnt much stronger i bought a predictor and got a much stronger line so i felt a little better, however about 9 days after my bfp i began to bleed quite heavily and was understandably devasted as was oh we where having really bad snow at the time and it was late at night so my doctor told me to wait until the following morning (unless was in a lot of pain or bleeding really heavily) before going to the hospital.. i did so the next night and they did a beta hcg.. when i rang for results they said beta was only 19 and it looked like i'd already mc .. they simply said give it another week and if your still getting bfp's come back, what a week of waiting it was it felt like an eternity and my hpt's were getting stronger all the time, so i went back and had another beta.. this time it was reading 597 so it was almost tripling!! I was told everything looked fine although nothing showed on scan, and by my dates should have been around 6 weeks we were overjoyed and i had to go back two days later for another beta and scan as a matter of routine nothing showed up again on scan and then they were suspecting that it could be ectopic because of my history.. the results this time however were totally unexpected my beta had dropped to just 200 .. i really was not expecting this after everything we had been through.. i started to bleed that very night and continued to do so for about a week, then stopped for two days then bled for another 3.. my last bleed was 21st december.. my beta is now back to a non pregnancy state and my oh wants to try again straight away but i dont think i could bear another loss.. although I really don't want to deny my beloved the chance of having his own child... ttc is such an emotional rollercoaster! I know i have rambled a lot but really really wanted to get it all off my chest, thank you to anyone that has taken the time to read all this x
P.s surprising that after a week of bfp's my beta was only 19 frer and predictor must have been picking up miniscule hcg leverls!