Soleil Breeze
Got me a bundle within!
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Nothing much going on here. Just came in to check on my TTC and pregnant girls. 
Thanks for the affirmation, girls, it makes me feel much better. You should have seen me on Friday night. DH and I were BDing and I just wanted him to come inside me. I told him so. He pulled out. I must have cried for about 10 minutes after we finished. I cried hard.
Poor soul. Sex and tears; its enough to make a guy's heart break. I just felt as if this was it. We had just given up the possibility of getting pregnant this month. I was devastated.
I am fine now.
The next morning DH says let's do it again and this time he won't pull out. I told him no. He had made the right call. We stand a far better chance of getting pregnant with IVF than by ourselves, and he and YOU girls are so right. I would be worrying constantly about the effects of lupron on our baby.
So, fingers crossed, when I go in for b/w this TH, they will tell me that I can start the lupron. I cannot believe that my worrying about IVF literally pushed my ovulation back by sooo many days! (At least 10!). That amazes me.
Oh, and MrsPTTC, DH gave me the option (earlier in the week) of having sex this cycle, but then waiting another cycle before starting lupron. I said I didn't want to wait another cycle (March) to try IVF. So....there you go.
And I went to that thread on the third tri., but got a message that I didn't have permission to see it! No loss, I hear! 
Crumbs, THANK YOU so much for those words of encouragement. I might just print them out and post them on the inside of the front door to inspire me as I leave each day.
Hopeful and Rosa, I posted in your journals today. Continue inspiring us TTCers, too!
Thanks for the affirmation, girls, it makes me feel much better. You should have seen me on Friday night. DH and I were BDing and I just wanted him to come inside me. I told him so. He pulled out. I must have cried for about 10 minutes after we finished. I cried hard.
Poor soul. Sex and tears; its enough to make a guy's heart break. I just felt as if this was it. We had just given up the possibility of getting pregnant this month. I was devastated. I am fine now.
The next morning DH says let's do it again and this time he won't pull out. I told him no. He had made the right call. We stand a far better chance of getting pregnant with IVF than by ourselves, and he and YOU girls are so right. I would be worrying constantly about the effects of lupron on our baby.
So, fingers crossed, when I go in for b/w this TH, they will tell me that I can start the lupron. I cannot believe that my worrying about IVF literally pushed my ovulation back by sooo many days! (At least 10!). That amazes me.
Oh, and MrsPTTC, DH gave me the option (earlier in the week) of having sex this cycle, but then waiting another cycle before starting lupron. I said I didn't want to wait another cycle (March) to try IVF. So....there you go.
And I went to that thread on the third tri., but got a message that I didn't have permission to see it! No loss, I hear! Crumbs, THANK YOU so much for those words of encouragement. I might just print them out and post them on the inside of the front door to inspire me as I leave each day.
Hopeful and Rosa, I posted in your journals today. Continue inspiring us TTCers, too!
. Yesterday the beige CM started, only 6-8 DPO!! I haven't had it this bad on the clomid before, at least I don't think. And last month was great, only 2 days of pre AF spotting at 10-11DPO (though 11 day LP, not great!) I came downstairs and told DH I was going to consider myself out, he asked why, I told him, then he said he wished I hadn't told him!! 
He "doesn't like" to hear about things like that - he's a wimp, he won't let me talk about AF either - and said he'd rather have kept on thinking we were in with a chance! 
. Anyway it didn't last long so I was hoping IB (can't believe I still fall for that one) but this morning it looks like AF is coming!! 
If she does arrive I'm gonna email the FS as it'll be the 2nd 26 day cycle in a row and an LP of only 6-8 days! Now I think she's coming I just want it over with and on to the next cycle! I am really thinking IUI is my only chance, but we'll see...
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by monday!
Had a heart to heart with DH last night, he's feeling a bit down and is impatient now, he's so ready for it. We discussed if in the worst case scenario maybe our egg & sperm aren't compatible. He said he'd be happy to get a donor if it came to it, I was shocked! 
. I never thought he'd go for that but I never really considered it, I thought adoption would be the last resort. I've explained IUI & IVF to him too x
I don't crave it at all now, so that's good. Now cheese and meat on the other hand, is a completely different story. I have craved cheese to an unhealthy level like every day. 
) Haven't been in months, so I'm looking forward to it. Superbowl party tomorrow! 
Go Giants!! (I'm more looking forward to the food...)
ladies. 
, and H&H 
to you all.
