thankyou for all your kind thoughts and wishes. Many apologies to some of you, the thanks button doesn't always work properly.
Feeling completely drained now. Ive managed some sleep, but had some horrendous nightmares. It doesn;t help that my beautiful kind supportive husband is on nights. He was up for over 24 hours today by the time we got home from the hosp. Unfortunatley, he's had to go back into work this evening and i won't see him properly til monday night. Think it's hit him real hard too. More so cos we can't spend some quality time together.
We're off on holiday soon to orlando, our official honeymoon, so looking forward to having time away in the sun together.
My complete and honest thoughts right now? I'm so angry that it's so hard for us (by that i mean everyone on the TTC journey) to have something so natural and beautiful, and that the magic is replaced by heartache, longing and despair. I'm beginning to give up the fight and hope.
Speak soon guys,
x x x