dustbunny
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Yup... me again... doing the normal rant thing to get it all out there and off my mind.
FOB sent me flowers Wednesday and, I really don't mean this as horrible as it sounds, they were the worst flowers in the whole world. There was a note with them saying he thinks about me everyday. Well... fuelled by hormones I burst into tears and was miserable the whole day. I think still after everything and everything I rant about I was expecting him to do something amazing and try and make everything better... stupid stupid me.
My sister text him asking what the flowers were meant to be [4 green stems] and he just said "well guess I fucked that up again." And I didn't say anything to him until he text me Thursday asking if anything was wrong and I just laid it all on the line saying I had enough of giving him chances and hoping he would help sort out the relationship and that we should do things his way... aka... do nothing. He phoned me and had massive argument at me about how materialistic I am and how I should be grateful for the flowers.
I then pointed out everything, raked everything back up and showed how he has never once apologised for being a dick or said how much he actually loves me and the baby. That this was his last opportunity to try and show how sorry he was etc etc and it sucked. So I told him that was it and I was tired of it all and didn't want to do it anymore, that our expectations of the situation were vastly different and that ended that.... or so I thought...
He then text me sister saying the complete opposite of what he said to me and on Friday sent me another bouquet of flowers for a word for word quote about what I said he should have said.... I txt saying thanks for the flowers [not to be rude!] and he just said that I can replace the other ones.
I know its so petty but I actually hate him now and I have never hated anyone more in my whole life. I deleted him off facebook and my phone and can't be bothered with him anymore. Is that bad? That I have drawn the line finally and defiantly? As far as I am concerned that is it, no hope in hell of us getting back together and I am officially done, end of the annoying line and [hopefully] end of me ranting about HIM for a while.
-and breath-
FOB sent me flowers Wednesday and, I really don't mean this as horrible as it sounds, they were the worst flowers in the whole world. There was a note with them saying he thinks about me everyday. Well... fuelled by hormones I burst into tears and was miserable the whole day. I think still after everything and everything I rant about I was expecting him to do something amazing and try and make everything better... stupid stupid me.
My sister text him asking what the flowers were meant to be [4 green stems] and he just said "well guess I fucked that up again." And I didn't say anything to him until he text me Thursday asking if anything was wrong and I just laid it all on the line saying I had enough of giving him chances and hoping he would help sort out the relationship and that we should do things his way... aka... do nothing. He phoned me and had massive argument at me about how materialistic I am and how I should be grateful for the flowers.
I then pointed out everything, raked everything back up and showed how he has never once apologised for being a dick or said how much he actually loves me and the baby. That this was his last opportunity to try and show how sorry he was etc etc and it sucked. So I told him that was it and I was tired of it all and didn't want to do it anymore, that our expectations of the situation were vastly different and that ended that.... or so I thought...
He then text me sister saying the complete opposite of what he said to me and on Friday sent me another bouquet of flowers for a word for word quote about what I said he should have said.... I txt saying thanks for the flowers [not to be rude!] and he just said that I can replace the other ones.
I know its so petty but I actually hate him now and I have never hated anyone more in my whole life. I deleted him off facebook and my phone and can't be bothered with him anymore. Is that bad? That I have drawn the line finally and defiantly? As far as I am concerned that is it, no hope in hell of us getting back together and I am officially done, end of the annoying line and [hopefully] end of me ranting about HIM for a while.
-and breath-