I really need some support here. I had a really traumatic birth, had to be induced, ended up hyperstimulated then had to have forceps and episiotomy at the end which resulted in me needing a blood transfusion. i then ended up with an infected haematoma that burst some of my stitches and on top of that I have lost all feeling in my bladder, have had a catheter for 10 days which has just been removed leaving me with a urine infection and now I have to really push to be able to wee on my own. I've just had the midwife visit me today and she had a look at the episiotomy and basically told me it looked like it needed resztitching as it was so open and that if it wasn't then i'd find when I finally hsve sex again the everything feels 'baggy'. I really seriously don't know how much more I can take. I feel like I'm completely broken, will never be normal again and am just sat here in tears. Has anyone had to have an episiotomy restitched?