F.A.I.T.H. (Forsaking all, I trust Him)

[cheerios]

MrsKCbrown- what´s your dosage of Metformin? So nice that you and hubby are great now. I think sometimes I forget that it isn´t easy for the hubby either

 

[cheerios]

Ok, wanna share with you this song, "When I cry"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lnKD8ktFnBc

"When I Cry"
by Gaither Vocal Band
Written by Marshall Hall


Making a list of all of the good things You've done for me
Lord, I've never been one to complain
But right now I'm lost and I can't find my way
My world's come apart and it's breaking my heart
But it helps to know Your heart is breaking too

When I cry, You cry
When I hurt, You hurt
When I've lost someone
It takes a piece of You, too
And when I fall on my face
You fill me with grace
'Cause nothing breaks Your heart
Or tears You apart
Like when I cry

Alone in the dark, face in my hands, crying out to You
Lord, there's never been a time in my life
There's so much at stake, there's so much to lose
But I trust it to You
You'll bring me through
And it helps me to know that I'm not alone

When I cry, You cry
When I hurt, You hurt
When I've lost someone
It takes a piece of You, too
And when I fall on my face
You fill me with grace
'Cause nothing breaks Your heart
Or tears You apart
Like when I cry

You're the one who calmed the raging sea
You're the one who made the blind to see
You looked through all of heaven and eternity
And through it all you saw me...

When I cry, You cry
When I hurt, You hurt
And when I've lost someone it takes a piece of You, too
When I fall on my face, You fill me with grace
Nothing breaks your heart, or tears you apart
Like when I cry

 

[mrskcbrown]

MrsKCbrown- what´s your dosage of Metformin? So nice that you and hubby are great now. I think sometimes I forget that it isn´t easy for the hubby either

I am on 750mgs extended release. I take 2 at night and 1 in the morning. They suck!

 

[Aaisrie]

I don't understand why God allows my desire for a baby to get stronger and stronger, to the point where it feels like it's gonna kill me. I've asked him time and time again to take the desire away unless he's going to give it to me and he doesn't. It feels like torture. I don't understand?!

Hey Aaisirie

Yesterday when he came home from school he was very apologetic and told me that he is on board 100%. He just doesnt understand how people with our same situation are getting BFP. He thinks that they are doing something different. I told him, on these shows like baby story, birth day, deliver me, and etc, they dont show the storms that people go through. We only get to see the rosy side of their situation. Yeah they may mention it but they dont discuss how many cycles it took them to get that BFP!

So we hugged and made up. Just what I wanted and he was better. I know he gets frustrated about it and he says he hates to see me take all these meds which he feels is for nothing if we are not getting BFP. Well this month we are going to be more proactive in trying. I mightchart. DO you start to chart the day after your period ends or what? Im clueless.

He will give you a baby Aasirie, just like your DD. I believe that. We all know how hard it is, but he will, he will. I have to tell myself that as well, because I get discouraged too! Praying for you hun!

@willbeamom1day: You are so right about waiting on God. This is a test and not a cruel joke from God. The pastor cleared that up for me. I believe if he gives you the desire then He is well able to fulfill it.

Hope everyone has a great day!

Your chart starts from the day your AF starts, although starting it after AF is still going to be useful it just won't give you the full picture of the cycle. CD1 is AF start date, from then until O gives you temps of which the average gives you a coverline. It also gives FF a fuller picture of your cycle. I find it helps because I can SEE I've ovulated. It's the ONLY way that tells you you HAVE O'd, monitors and OPKs only indicate, that's all. A thermal shift is the only accurate way to tell for sure. I use OPKs to give me advance warning on my O because charting only tells you when or after it happens.

I'm so glad you and your hubby are good again, I'm glad you were able to openly talk and express yourselves and that you are now able to be closer to each other. I totally know what you mean about those shows - I swear everyone I walked past in town today had a baby or was pregnant. They were EVERYWHERE... It's like having your face rubbed in it, especially when you see the shows where people have 6, 8, or 10 kids and you're thinking IT'S NOT FAIR!!

 

[willbamom1day]

Happy Saturday!!!! Hope everyone is having a blessed day.

mrskc I too beleive if God gives you the desires he has every plan to fulfil that desire we just have to be patient and wait on His time for His.

Dahlia I was brought to that same reality with the husband family thing and i too believe God woke me up real quick about that. I have been with my husband for almost 10 years (married 7 in April) and I can not see myself without him and I know that with or without kids its us cause kids grow and go.

cheerios thanks for sharing the verse. My husband always tells me that I have to be content where I am now before I will ever be blessed with what is to come - thats hard when you want something so bad but I am working on it. Thank you for sharing the song.

 

[mrskcbrown]

Hope everyone has a great weekend. I am in a much better mood. I have not started the provera and probably wont until friday. So Ill have to wait about 5-10 days to have a cycle with that. Its looking like it will be an April BFP! We will do OPKs, chart, preseed,and cm checking this time. Is there anything that Im missing????

If no BFP, which God knows I really really want, then on to IUI in May and I pray in advance for success with that.

(((HUGS)))

 

[Deb111]

Hope everyone has a great weekend. I am in a much better mood. I have not started the provera and probably wont until friday. So Ill have to wait about 5-10 days to have a cycle with that. Its looking like it will be an April BFP! We will do OPKs, chart, preseed,and cm checking this time. Is there anything that Im missing????

(((HUGS)))

Praying for you Mrs KC ... don't forget to have fun too and enjoy it it's so easy to lose that side of it all when you're TTC - I know that only too well

 

[Guppy051708]

mrskcbrown, i had a dream last night and you were in it! (well on BnB that is!) I dreamed that i was on BnB in the FAITH thread and you said you got a ! I really believe that the Lord speaks to us in many ways, usually, i feel as though He speaks to me through dreams. I am without a doubt in true belief that you will be getting your BFP soon, and that dream just confirmed it! I think the Lord wanted me to tell you that, to lift your hopes and spirits and to be assured that the Lord is working for your good

P.S. its funny how even friends online, whom we've never actually met in real life, make it to our dreams.

 

[mrskcbrown]

mrskcbrown, i had a dream last night and you were in it! (well on BnB that is!) I dreamed that i was on BnB in the FAITH thread and you said you got a ! I really believe that the Lord speaks to us in many ways, usually, i feel as though He speaks to me through dreams. I am without a doubt in true belief that you will be getting your BFP soon, and that dream just confirmed it! I think the Lord wanted me to tell you that, to lift your hopes and spirits and to be assured that the Lord is working for your good

P.S. its funny how even friends online, whom we've never actually met in real life, make it to our dreams.

WOW! Thanks so much for sharing this with me. I have more FAith now in getting my BFP. I have been praying and still no AF but going to start provera on friday. I am going to be more proactive this cycle in getting this BFP. Thank you Lord.!

I will get my BFP!

 

[Guppy051708]

Your sure will!

P.S. that dream seemed so real, i popped into this thread earlier thinking i needed to congratulate you LOL

 

[Isi Buttercup]

Mrsk....it will definitely be an April BFP, BY GOD'S GRACE!!!! AMEN!!!!

I'm also praying for an April BFP. I started clomid last week, and have been on HMG (HuMoG) shots. I have a US on Wednesday, after which I guess we can start trying. I really pray God blesses our efforts with success. I really don't want have to go through this again. I am really really trying to trust and stay faithful....but it is really hard sometimes.

Yesterday, some relatives came by the house and were talking about how someone just had her 3rd baby....a beautiful baby boy. Nothing was said directly to me, but I felt so inadequate and sad. My hubby didn't understand why it got me so down....but it did. Dear Lord, I need you right now.

Meanwhile, does clomid contribute to mood swings? This weekend, I was a total basket case!!

 

[willbamom1day]

Isi Buttercup declare in His name that April bfp
I know what you mean about hearing of others being pg it's like we as women are made to do that and when we can't it makes us feel bad or less of a woman - men just handle things diffrent wow if we only had the patience of some men when it comes to these things. Many blessings for your bfp

AS 4 ME hubby told me lastnight he wants me to use opk's this cycle even though I said no opk's or temping he said he just doesn't want to miss the right moment so today I begin testing

wanted to share this with you all............

If you need anything this week - Call upon His name 1 Chronicles 16:8

 

[beanni #1]

Hi All,

I haven't been on here in a while, so busy at work while also studying (which I have neglected a bit too long).
I am so glad to see everyone is feeling more positive and a big AMEN to an April

Yesterday at church I received a message which I've found very helpful

It is about the promise God made to Abraham and Sara (Issac) and how they chose to intervene by having Ishmael through Hagar. I felt this teaching was particularly apt because I had taken a hpt that morning which was and was discussing with DH what we should do next cycle (I wanted us to go see a specialist), but the teaching reminded me that GOD has made us all a promise and will deliver in HIS time. It is not for us to circumvent GODs plans for us but to have faith and continue to wait on the LORD.

 

[mrskcbrown]

Mrsk....it will definitely be an April BFP, BY GOD'S GRACE!!!! AMEN!!!!

I'm also praying for an April BFP. I started clomid last week, and have been on HMG (HuMoG) shots. I have a US on Wednesday, after which I guess we can start trying. I really pray God blesses our efforts with success. I really don't want have to go through this again. I am really really trying to trust and stay faithful....but it is really hard sometimes.

Yesterday, some relatives came by the house and were talking about how someone just had her 3rd baby....a beautiful baby boy. Nothing was said directly to me, but I felt so inadequate and sad. My hubby didn't understand why it got me so down....but it did. Dear Lord, I need you right now.

Meanwhile, does clomid contribute to mood swings? This weekend, I was a total basket case!!

Thanks so much! I believe it.

Not sure if clomid contributes to mood swings or not, but I have taken it on and off for the last 2 yrs. I think this month I am going to take Femara because I hear it has a better success rate and I dont have to worry about it thickening my CM. I totally understand why you got upset. Prayers coming your way!

 

[Deb111]

Mrsk....it will definitely be an April BFP, BY GOD'S GRACE!!!! AMEN!!!!

I'm also praying for an April BFP. I started clomid last week, and have been on HMG (HuMoG) shots. I have a US on Wednesday, after which I guess we can start trying. I really pray God blesses our efforts with success. I really don't want have to go through this again. I am really really trying to trust and stay faithful....but it is really hard sometimes.

Yesterday, some relatives came by the house and were talking about how someone just had her 3rd baby....a beautiful baby boy. Nothing was said directly to me, but I felt so inadequate and sad. My hubby didn't understand why it got me so down....but it did. Dear Lord, I need you right now.

Meanwhile, does clomid contribute to mood swings? This weekend, I was a total basket case!!

Not taken it myself hun but have heard stories of it making people very down and depressed - I guess everyone reacts differently - good luck with it xx

 

[aussiettc]

hi,
when i was on clomid 7 years ago it made me every emotional.
i remember sitting in a change room crying(i couldn't help it) because the skirt i wanted didn't come in my size in the colour i wanted. the poor guy sales assistant helping mee was so worried, and the looks people were giving him poor guy
looking back it was fo funny but not at the time.
i think it depends on the person you are. I'm an emotional person normally so adding the clomid made it worse

 

[Isi Buttercup]

Thanks ladies! I've felt better since yesterday, so hopefully the mood swings have gone . Getting my last HMG shot today, and my ultrasound tomorrow....so fingers crossed

On a lighter note....my colleague who wasn't ready for a kid (she and her husband got married in April last year, and wanted to wait about 2 years) got pregnant, even with an IUD fitted! She's about 4 months pregnant, and when she was telling me the story, at first I was depressed....here I am wanting it with all my heart and this girl gets it when TRYING NOT TO.....but then, I just cracked up! Our GOD sure does have a sense of humour!!!!!!!!! And then she told me of another person whose baby came out holding her IUD in his hand!! LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How's that for GOD showing us who'se BOSS!!!

 

[willbamom1day]

Thanks ladies! I've felt better since yesterday, so hopefully the mood swings have gone . Getting my last HMG shot today, and my ultrasound tomorrow....so fingers crossed

On a lighter note....my colleague who wasn't ready for a kid (she and her husband got married in April last year, and wanted to wait about 2 years) got pregnant, even with an IUD fitted! She's about 4 months pregnant, and when she was telling me the story, at first I was depressed....here I am wanting it with all my heart and this girl gets it when TRYING NOT TO.....but then, I just cracked up! Our GOD sure does have a sense of humour!!!!!!!!! And then she told me of another person whose baby came out holding her IUD in his hand!! LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How's that for GOD showing us who'se BOSS!!!

Just goes to show how His ways are not like our ways

glad your doing better

 

[beanni #1]

Thanks ladies! I've felt better since yesterday, so hopefully the mood swings have gone . Getting my last HMG shot today, and my ultrasound tomorrow....so fingers crossed

On a lighter note....my colleague who wasn't ready for a kid (she and her husband got married in April last year, and wanted to wait about 2 years) got pregnant, even with an IUD fitted! She's about 4 months pregnant, and when she was telling me the story, at first I was depressed....here I am wanting it with all my heart and this girl gets it when TRYING NOT TO.....but then, I just cracked up! Our GOD sure does have a sense of humour!!!!!!!!! And then she told me of another person whose baby came out holding her IUD in his hand!! LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How's that for GOD showing us who'se BOSS!!!

That made me chuckle.

Glad you are doing better today and able to laugh at the situation

 

[mrskcbrown]

That is real cute isi_buttercup!

Yes our ways are not his ways, willbamom1day!

My cycle is so boring right now. Im just taking my metformin and going to start provera on friday. I feel like Im at a standstill until I see my AF. I felt so bad reading another TTC board that I am in because we were waiting for our valentines BFP and we both didnt get it but now she has already gotten her March BFP! Im happy for her, but here it is my cycles hasnt even come since valentines day and everyone is going on and getting their BFPs! Im waiting on April??!!! Wow where does the time go? Seems like every time, Im either hoping for a spring baby, summer baby, fall baby and here I go again waiting for a winter baby. Geez I wish it would just happen already. LOL I wish my DR would have done a blood test but they didnt even offer it. I would like to see that negative just to calm my mind.

Thats my rant for the day! I hope everyone is doing well.