F.A.I.T.H. (Forsaking all, I trust Him)

[Guppy051708]

You're not out yet Rdy

 

[nevertogether]

i'm so down girls. it seems like everyone i know is pregnant (no offense), every movie i watch the woman gets pregnant (the killers), just everything. i have so long to see DH and can try again that i'm so jealous. i know that's not a good thing, just hoping it happens for me soon.

rdy - don't count yourself out yet girl, got my fingers crossed!

 

[Cornbread]

i'm so down girls. it seems like everyone i know is pregnant (no offense), every movie i watch the woman gets pregnant (the killers), just everything. i have so long to see DH and can try again that i'm so jealous. i know that's not a good thing, just hoping it happens for me soon.

rdy - don't count yourself out yet girl, got my fingers crossed!

:hugs I have a ton of friends getting pregnant too. Hang in there!

 

[nevertogether]

thank you cornbread

 

[mrskcbrown]

RDY, we are praying for you.

Never: I use to feel the same way. I thought it would never happen to me and true it took almost yr and half but it did. Once you and DH are together more regularly, Im confident that it will happen!

As for me, went to OB today and everything is well. I go to RE tomorrow for scan and its also my last day seeing her. She is releasing me fully into the care of my OB. Its bitter sweet to be leaving the RE because she was the one DR who finally cared enough about my irregular cycles to find a remedy for it. I think if she didnt supply us with the testing and the knowledge we wouldnt be pregnant today. So I thank God for her.

Hope everyone is well!

 

[LaraJJ]

RDY - Sorry you got a BFN, no matter how much you think you are prepared for it - it stills feels pants! But it aint over yet girl, praying for you.

Never - I can't begin to imagine how hard it must be for you and DH to be apart for so long, especially for ttc. Praying for strength and peace for you both.

Prayers and blessings xxx

 

[FutureMommie]

RDY: Sorry that you got a bfn but don't give up!

Mrs KC Brown, Good luck with everything, I know you are super excited and really blessed.

 

[Deb111]

Never - I don't know how you do it. It's not easy for anyone and that's when we see our hubby's every day. Hoping you get lots of chances to catch that egg next time you're together x

 

[willbamom1day]

rdy2b prayin AF stays away and a bfp shows

never remember everything works in God's perfect timing so hang in there and everything will fall right into place at the righ time - your in my prayers

 

[Dahlia]

Rdy praying for you. but truly you aren't out yet. take heart, dear one...your time will come too.

 

[Rdy2BaMom]

AF showed up around 11 along with the most horrendous cramps and nausea that I think I have ever experienced. I even had to call my boss crying I hurt so bad . . . . it was kinda embarrassing (I have an extremely high pain tolerance). So, DH and I stayed home to relax. My cramps are pretty much gone now, praise God! My mom and my sister came by to pray over me. They know how disappointed I was to see the BFN, but then to be in so much pain on top of that, it was just awful.

I just don't know if I should do clomid again. I am just too afraid that it will end up like it did this cycle, no BFP and extreme pain, physical and emotional. My DH has a another SA next week to see if the clomid and vitamins have helped out his numbers. I think we have decided to go ahead and see fertility specialists in Austin, TX. My MIL and FIL told us that they would pay for whatever needed to be done. Ugh. . . I just don't know what to do. So confused!!!

Anyway. . . enough about me, it has just been such an exhausting day.

Never- I don't see how you do it dear. You are one strong lady! Hang in there hon, God knows the right time. for you, and prayers for peace.

Mrskc-glad things are going so well for you! Thanking God for a healthy baby.

 

[mrskcbrown]

AF showed up around 11 along with the most horrendous cramps and nausea that I think I have ever experienced. I even had to call my boss crying I hurt so bad . . . . it was kinda embarrassing (I have an extremely high pain tolerance). So, DH and I stayed home to relax. My cramps are pretty much gone now, praise God! My mom and my sister came by to pray over me. They know how disappointed I was to see the BFN, but then to be in so much pain on top of that, it was just awful.

I just don't know if I should do clomid again. I am just too afraid that it will end up like it did this cycle, no BFP and extreme pain, physical and emotional. My DH has a another SA next week to see if the clomid and vitamins have helped out his numbers. I think we have decided to go ahead and see fertility specialists in Austin, TX. My MIL and FIL told us that they would pay for whatever needed to be done. Ugh. . . I just don't know what to do. So confused!!!

Anyway. . . enough about me, it has just been such an exhausting day.

Never- I don't see how you do it dear. You are one strong lady! Hang in there hon, God knows the right time. for you, and prayers for peace.

Mrskc-glad things are going so well for you! Thanking God for a healthy baby.

Thats awesome that you have family in your corner. That is such a blessing. Also that they are willing to pay for whatever is great too because TTC with fertility specialists are no joke. I can testify to that. I would say go and at least do the work ups and etc. Knowledge is power and I think if I never went to RE I would still be waiting to get this little one. Praying for you!

 

[nevertogether]

rdy - i'm so sorry that AF showed up and is so painful for you. i will be praying that she passes quickly. glad to hear that your MIL and FIL are so supportive!

i don't know how i do it sometimes either it hasn't even been a month yet and i still have three more to go. blah.

 

[Isi Buttercup]

So sorry about AF, Rdy!!! Its so great to have the support of family! I wish you all the best with the FS. Good luck hun! I'm about to see a new one next week....before my vacation.

I'm always glad to read about the progress of your pregnancy, Mrskc!!! And I can imagine how you must feel about moving on from your doctor. I feel kinda the same way, changing my FS. My doctor is a GREAT man....a GREAT Ob/Gyn....but he's quite laid back in the fertility area....a very "be patient" kinda guy. So that's why I'm moving on to another FS....but he'll always be my doctor!!

Hope everyone is great today!

 

[Darkest]

One of my friends had this as her status on facebook;
God has seen you struggling (with something) God says thats over! A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in God repost this! Please don't ignore, you are being tested. For it says in the Bible,"deny me in front of everyone, I will deny you ......in front of my Father

Mrskc, hope you and your DH are getting on better now. Have you had your 1st marriage counciling session yet?
Rdy, sorry to hear about AF. How lovely that you have such supportive In-laws. Hope you get your BFP real soon.
Never, sending you hugs. You are one strong lady.

 

[willbamom1day]

Rdy2b

never try to focus on when your hubby gets back and the time you will spend together working toward getting that bfp and use this time to draw closer to God.

Spending time with a scripture or two can increase your hearts vocabulary - God
Every word of God is pure Proverbs 30:5

Hope each and every lady in this group has a blessed day and feels the goodness of God in all they do today.

 

[FutureMommie]

RDY, I'm so sorry that AF showed, but glad that you have a strong support system to help you through these rough times.

I'm 10 dpo today, and decided to poas this morning and got a stark white BFN...Uggh! now I've been in a crummy mood all day! I know what you are thinking, "it's not over until the witch shows" but in actuality this is not going to be our month. I'm trying to remain positive but it's a little hard for me today. This morning I prayed to God that if it wasn't his will for me to have children to remove the desire from my heart and help me to focus that energy elsewhere. Pray for my strenght ladies and I will pray for yours.

 

[mrskcbrown]

@futuremommie: I use to pray that same prayer. He never removed it, but he did bless me with more patience, even before I got my Bfp. I was SO ready to give up. Right when I was about to was when I got my BFP. I just started to focus more on Him and not on kids, or what the DR said. Praying your strength!

@Darkest: How are you? We are going next month. Im looking forward to it. We are doing much better but still need to communicate a bit better. My DH thinks he knows it all.

Today went to DR, heartbeat is now 186 and baby is measuring a day sooner. They have me at 9w6d today instead of tomorrow. So tomorrow 10 weeks. She said baby had a growth spurt. I attached a scan pic, hope its clear.

 

[Guppy051708]

Sorry about AF Rdy

Nevertogether- find strength and peace in the Lord. You are such a strong women

Omg! Look at that cutie! Can't wait to see your LO Mrskcbrown!

AFM, I'm getting a little nervous about the birth I know I'm ready, and I don't really think it will be that bad (maybe I'm being naive though ) I just pray that I will be able to do this naturally. That's what the Lord has laid on my heart to do, so I know he will bring me through, but just a little fear of the unknown I suppose. I really believe that God has equipped me and the dh to be able to get through it, but it is a little scary. Our waterbirth class is tomorrow. I have also bought some Jasmine & sweet pea reed diffusers and some massaging items for labor, so hopefully that will help.

Praying blessings over you ladies

 

[Isi Buttercup]

Awesome picture, Mrskc. Have you started showing yet?