F.A.I.T.H. (Forsaking all, I trust Him)

[iamrestored77]

Congrats Ready

MrsBrwn, I look forwrd to seeing the pics.

I am 9dpo and I am cramping bad it feels like I am gonna start my period. If I test it maybe too soon. I was told it could be implantation cramps. I keep asking God to calm anxieties

 

[mrskcbrown]

Hey ladies! The baby is about 1lb and right at 20w6d. The sonographer recorded the ultrasound on DVD, so I rewatched it and she typed "cervix" on part of the DVD. We told her we didnt want to know. Hubby didnt catch it though, but Im going to tell him if he doesnt want to know what it is, dont watch the DVD again. So needless to say I am on team pink, and little Madison Lillian will be here in Feb. I was kinda sad that I know but I cant deny the word "cervix"! So I am very happy!

***pics are in my journal***

 

[iamrestored77]

Praise God!

 

[MommyV]

Hi Mrs KCbrown
I haven't posted on here very much but I was just reading your post and when they type cervix they are measuring the length of your cervix. So you could still be on team blue or pink. Praying for you and your pregnancy.

 

[Born2BeAMommy]

Just thought I'd update.

Cycle one clomid (50mg) was a BFN...Obviously didn't ovulate despite a postive OPK and all the symptoms because I didn't get a period and am currently doing a week of BCP to start a period and then start Round 2 of Clomid (100mg)....wish me luck. I'm very hopeful that the increased dosage will be the key to my success =)

I'll be praying for the ladies of this group and hope you will keep me in your prayers as well!

 

[iamrestored77]

I am emotional I was crying for no reason today. I had the bible in my lap when my dh came to the car this morning. He asked why are u crying? I told him idk. I feel weird..... and if this isn't the month its ok with me. I am laid back relaxed. A couple of months ago I had no chance now I have a physically chance u feel me yall? I prayed spiritually for being restored and prayed that he physically restore me. I have been giving a second chance. I am sooooo grateful

 

[iamrestored77]

Born2 I hope it all wrksout for u

 

[mrskcbrown]

I think she was labeling my cervix but Im still ok with being on team yellow. I wasnt changing anything until I see this babys little face.

 

[HappyAuntie]

I am emotional I was crying for no reason today. I had the bible in my lap when my dh came to the car this morning. He asked why are u crying? I told him idk. I feel weird..... and if this isn't the month its ok with me. I am laid back relaxed. A couple of months ago I had no chance now I have a physically chance u feel me yall? I prayed spiritually for being restored and prayed that he physically restore me. I have been giving a second chance. I am sooooo grateful

I feel so inspired and renewed reading this - thank you for posting. The Lord is working in you and through you!

And MrsKC, your mix-up had me cracking up! (Completely understandable, though - I truly am laughing WITH you and not at you! ) Good thing you hadn't said anything to your DH about it!

AFM, I am at 5dpo today and wondering if my usual cycle buddies are close again - FutureMommie, Cheerios - how are you two doing? I have been feeling very calm this month, even before ovulation. I am really, fully at peace with whatever happens. It's an unusual feeling! I guess this is what it feels like when you finally, actually, fully let go and let God. I'm not normally very good at that!

Blessings to you all. Have a happy Thursday!

 

[iamrestored77]

I am emotional I was crying for no reason today. I had the bible in my lap when my dh came to the car this morning. He asked why are u crying? I told him idk. I feel weird..... and if this isn't the month its ok with me. I am laid back relaxed. A couple of months ago I had no chance now I have a physically chance u feel me yall? I prayed spiritually for being restored and prayed that he physically restore me. I have been giving a second chance. I am sooooo grateful

I feel so inspired and renewed reading this - thank you for posting. The Lord is working in you and through you!

And MrsKC, your mix-up had me cracking up! (Completely understandable, though - I truly am laughing WITH you and not at you! ) Good thing you hadn't said anything to your DH about it!

AFM, I am at 5dpo today and wondering if my usual cycle buddies are close again - FutureMommie, Cheerios - how are you two doing? I have been feeling very calm this month, even before ovulation. I am really, fully at peace with whatever happens. It's an unusual feeling! I guess this is what it feels like when you finally, actually, fully let go and let God. I'm not normally very good at that!

Blessings to you all. Have a happy Thursday!

I test this morning and it was negative. Today is 10dpo. I told the Lord if it stays negative to keep suppling his peace and let my heart not be troubled. Your welcome . I am glad I have a place to open up my heart with women that are seeking the Lord for the blessings he has in store for us.

 

[FutureMommie]

IamRestored- Praying and rooting for you!

Happyauntie- I'm doing good, I think I'm 2 dpo and trying to remain calm. I hope you are doing great!

 

[LaraJJ]

Hi Ladies,

I have been away for a while so may be new to some of you and recognised by others! I've been keeping a bit of a distance as trying to relax about ttc as was getting too worked up about it! I have been reading and following our stories, and of course praying for you all though.

I am now in cycle 5 of ttc, which I know is not long really! But have been struggling a bit to keep perspective - and also struggling to trust God with it all. This is hard for me as normally I am very in touch with God, and trust Him without question - so to find myself doubting is hard.

I went to my GP yesterday for another matter and metioned we are ttc - she has offered to do a bloodtest for me on Day 21 of my next cycle to check that I am ovulating - which will put my mind at rest. The other thing she did say is that they wouldn't refer to a specialist until we have been trying for 2 years, which seems like ages to me! I know that I am getting ahead of myself with this - and we still plenty of time to conceive naturally.

The other matter I went for is that I have a lump in my neck. A year ago I had surgery on my neck to remove a branchial cleft cyst, which I had a nasty infection in and the surgery was very complicated and took 6 hours, with me having to go to High Dependency afterwards. I'm now fine, apart from a slightly numb neck and jaw. This new lump has appeared in exactly the same way as my first one, and there is a slight risk of recurrence. I have now been referred for a scan to confirm what it is - I'm praying that it is just a swollen gland as I really don't want to go through surgery again. Especially as we would have to stop ttc until after the surgery.

Sorry to have a moan, but I'm finding it really helps to get it all out!!!

Lara xx

 

[ready4onemore]

Hello Lara,

I am praying for you. Thanks for sharing you story with us. I am sure the other ladies will be praying as well. Be blessed.

 

[iamrestored77]

Praying for you.. Thanks for sharing

 

[cheerios]

Hello dear girls!
Just popping by to say Hi! I read all your posts from my email so I've been in touch with what you all are up to.

I'm on my second round of Clomid and took my HCG trigger last Thurs. However I haven't had my temperature rise yet - which is really weird, since its been 3 days. Does anybody here have any experience with HCG shot and Clomid? How long does it take to register a BBT rise after that?

 

[cheerios]

I am emotional I was crying for no reason today. I had the bible in my lap when my dh came to the car this morning. He asked why are u crying? I told him idk. I feel weird..... and if this isn't the month its ok with me. I am laid back relaxed. A couple of months ago I had no chance now I have a physically chance u feel me yall? I prayed spiritually for being restored and prayed that he physically restore me. I have been giving a second chance. I am sooooo grateful

I feel so inspired and renewed reading this - thank you for posting. The Lord is working in you and through you!

And MrsKC, your mix-up had me cracking up! (Completely understandable, though - I truly am laughing WITH you and not at you! ) Good thing you hadn't said anything to your DH about it!

AFM, I am at 5dpo today and wondering if my usual cycle buddies are close again - FutureMommie, Cheerios - how are you two doing? I have been feeling very calm this month, even before ovulation. I am really, fully at peace with whatever happens. It's an unusual feeling! I guess this is what it feels like when you finally, actually, fully let go and let God. I'm not normally very good at that!

Blessings to you all. Have a happy Thursday!

Hey Happy Auntie
May I ask what do you mean by "a second chance"? Did you undergo an operation or something? Great that you're feeling relaxed!!! COol!

Your cycle buddy (me) is doing fine, other than not knowing if she's even past her ovulation or still going to ovulate. I told myself that I'm not going to "worry" about having sex anymore. We've been BDing everyday since last Wed! Although hubby and I are enjoying it more and more! hahaha.

 

[FutureMommie]

Laura-Praying that this is just swollen glands! Good luck with ttc, I hope your bfp comes really soon.

Cheerios- Good Luck!!

 

[somedaymama]

Hey cheerios, I hope you get a temp rise soon! I think that sometimes the clomid can mess with your bbt so it's possible you could have ovulated without it. I remember the frustration of not knowing if or when you ovulated (my cycles were crazy!), so I hope you get some answers soon!

 

[iamrestored77]

Good Luck

 

[cheerios]

Hey cheerios, I hope you get a temp rise soon! I think that sometimes the clomid can mess with your bbt so it's possible you could have ovulated without it. I remember the frustration of not knowing if or when you ovulated (my cycles were crazy!), so I hope you get some answers soon!

Thanks someday!
I'm sooo confused too! Honestly, this is my second cycle on Clomid and my first Clomid cycle was textbook-perfect! With a temperature rise and sore boobs and positive progesterone draw too. And that was without the HCG shot! Alright, it still came back BFN, but I was hoping that my second cycle would be like that too.

And now with the HCG shot, its like weird?!?!? No temp rise, no sore boobs, nothing!!?

I read that HCG in your blood can disturb the temperature rise and all. Good thing is that nurse at FS doesn't seem at all bothered about the no temperature rise issue and I'm just supposed to go down on Friday for my blood test. **oh well**, shall give my thermometer a break now.

How are you?