what's your name? I actually did end up on medication last time but my doctor didnt start me on them until Jack was about 9 months old. Looking back now, i think i should have pushed more. I definitely played down how low i was feeling because i didnt want her to judge me or to think that i couldnt look after Jack properly. that psalm is just wonderful, so inspiring and uplifting. As were your words of support, thank you. Im sorry to hear you have struggled with depression also, i can relate to how you feel especially when you said about everyone thinking you were OK. I too am quite an outgoing person with lots of friends etc and i am frightened that people will one day see me for who i really am.... and who is that, i wonder?
I really hope you ovulate soon and get lucky this month! have you considered drinking raspberry leaf tea? i hear its very good for strengthening the uterus and regulating your cycles. and its delicious, too!
rdy, thank you
Willynilly, thank you so much for posting
Stephanie, i'll add you! which one are you? theres quite a few stephanie kirsches lol.
Dipar, i hope you get your bfp!
somedaymama, i am sorry you are feeling so disheartened right now
and if anyone wants to add me on facebook, i am Imogen O'Reilly. I'm in the plymouth network and my profile pic is the same as my avatar here. One thing though, please dont obviously mention TTC stuff on my fb. i mean, little subtle in-jokes are fine lol but nothing obvious please. only a few people know we are ttc and it would feel like a lot of pressure to 'succeed' if everyone knew.
I'm praying that this is my month..Because i'm 1 day late of AF and this morning I test with a $-tree test and it was a 
So i want to assume that I may of test way to early and didn't give my body a chance make enough HcG to get a 
and pray that AF isn't late.
. (So I recommend those if you are trying to detect your ovulation!! Why, because you dont have to guess if the line is darker than the other line or not!!) I was testing too early before AF. AF was actually due today, Nov. 10. So I am actually about 14 dpo. Thanks for updating my testing date! So yes I am testing on friday, at 17dpo!!! I have not the slighest symptom of 
!!
I would usually have something now! 
for you, i too have a 21 month old son 
i remember it being very very very hard. having my son was hard for me in different ways, i was 18 when i had him, 17 when i fell pregnant so i struggled a lot. mostly with guilt as i was and am a very strong christian, a is my DH (OH at the time) and we fell into temptation once and that was all it took and i was pregnant, i felt like i had let my family down and my friends and youth group leaders.everyone was very supportive but i struggled for a long time with that guilt, dont get me wrong Evan is the love of my life and i wouldnt give him up for the world i just had a very hard time. when Evan was ten days old DH and i married and got our own apartment together. im now 19 and expecting my second. but i look back on evans early days and also remember how hard it was. but the Lord was with me and helped me through everything and has blessed my life immensely. keep asking the Lord for strength. he never gives us more than we can handle 
even if i did my little guy keeps me running so busy i wouldnt have time to do facebook, haha BnB takes up enough of my time as is hahaha i have a stack of laundry waiting to be done eventually. 
Thank you.somedaymama, i am sorry you are feeling so disheartened right now
I drank the raspberry leaf tea after my m/c in June, I should start up again. on Friday!!
Wilynilly.. i'm sorry..I pray you get yours next cycle..
Me ladies i'm starting to feel i'm in the game..Af has came yet and i'm on 14 dpo and she was due yesterday the 9th!..Of course i took the test to early because i had a on the $-tree test. So i pray she stay a way. Yes i get those side cramps here and there. I've been sick for the past 3 days now when i wake up..
Maybe I can search for you? What name should i look under? 
