F.A.I.T.H. (Forsaking all, I trust Him)

hey girlies!

@ dipar - I have an app too! On my blackberry, it really helps for me to remember and I can't get my head around temping yet!:wacko: Are you testing on the 5th too? (have forgotten already!!) :dohh:

@mrskcbrown - get to it girl!! :sex: :winkwink::winkwink:

@rdy2 - do you test on the 5th too?

OK... ignore that.. just read the first page again!! :dohh::dohh:

I am not feeling any different really, a bit tired but think it is just the post christmas fatigue...I think my right boob is a bit sore but is probably from all the prodding to see if they are tender!!! :rofl: I certainly don't feel wildy different and so am thinking that again this is probably not it... :cry:
I try so hard not to think about it and be more chilled out but it is really hard!!! I seem to get crampy pains throughout my whole cycle on and off so who knows what is actually going on in there!!
Also.. TMI ALERT!!!
I felt for my cervix in the shower this morning and I think it was high, which I think is good? Or has it just not had time to go low yet? CM was pale creamy but not loads or anything. Think I ov'd about a week ago and managed BD on saturday night, tues morning and weds night so think I may have at least one chance?! :shrug:

OK... starting to obsess now so better get back to my invoices... :sleep:

love and hugs xxxxxx
 
:happydance:
I GOT A BLOODY NOSE LAST NIGHT!

5DPO

ok, trying not to symptom spot but this one you can't really miss. I'm just lying in bed and my nose feels drippy so I wiped and voila! blood! dh comes to bed and I have kleenex stuck up my nose, he's all "what the heck?!"

I haven't had bloody noses since I was in my teens and if I ever got them they would be gushers. tmi, again, sorry. this one was just a light, weird but steady nosebleed.

Please, God let it be.

Other than that symptom, I am creamy CM, constipation to the extreme, gas, crazy dreams, can't sleep. but only 5 dpo. so it could just be the dry air and heat.

Still - Jesus, answer our prayer!
 
Thanks honey! i have kicked myself up the ass now!! PMA!!!!!:happydance:

Wow thats cool! i had no idea that a nosebleed what a symptom (don't give me more things to obsess over!!!:winkwink:) reeeeeeallly hope this is it for you!!! PMA PMA!!

A xxxx
 
haha - I not "with it" - does PMA mean Positive Mental Attitude? I just did a search on the web cuz I couldn't find the bnb abbrevs.

Anyway, yes then PMA PMA PMA. unless AF comes. haha...then it will be NMA NMA NMA.
:)

Yes, I have read that bloody noses are a sign of preg but I don't know about so early - 5dpo? Any other girls have thoughts on this? Please say yes...JK.

Aster - stop fondling your boobs.
 
:rofl:

you know me so well!! :winkwink:
Is more like a prod than a fondle though... how erotic... not! :haha:

Yup it is positive mental attitude!!! Yay!!! PMA PMA!!

And I have just got an upgrade on my phone this afternoon and got the new blackberry bold so as soon as it arrives I can start downloading new apps!! yay!!! Can't wait til I can get the preggo journal on there and can see my Bnb buddies in full technicolour!!! :happydance::happydance:

Ok... think I am a bit hi on life now (just slipped and ordered a lush purple BnB color case for it on ebay... whoopsie! :happydance::happydance:) gosh its funny how simple things can cheer me up!! :blush:

Anyhoo.. heres hoping for more nosebleeds... (in the nicest possible way you understand!!! :hugs::hugs:)

xxxxx
 
oooh willynilly that sounds so promising! praying that this is it for you!!

Aster, i hope you get some good news this cycle too :)

Im feeling... numb. Just want to go out and get drunk to the point of unconsciousness but i know that's not healthy or good. Just want to switch off. Have to go to work tonight and i dont want to :(

My heart actually physically hurts, it feels like it's being pulled down into my stomach. With the two losses, and the problems that DH and I have been having... its just too much to bear. On the positive side of things, DH and I have been getting on loads better recently and i am confident that we will be okay. I would be truly lost without him.
 
Aww honey sending you massive hugs... xxxxxxx
It must be so hard but so pleased to here you and hubby are getting on better. You must stay strong for each other. Praying for you and sending you lots of love xxxxxxx
 
Thx, Immi! I'm so hopeful.

Immi - is there any testing the doctors can do for you? I'm sure you are fine - but do you temp? perhaps your luteal phase is too short like Guppy's was? or maybe there is no reason, just how life works sometimes. I'm so sorry you are feeling terrible. I really can't imagine. Well, I did have one chemical and I sobbed for three days, so I can sort of imagine. Praying for you right now.

Glad to hear things are working out better with you and DH. I pray that your marriage will continue to grow and that the amazing light living in you will draw DH to the Lord as well. You were PUT HERE for a purpose. A purpose such as this.
 
Willy, i am planning to go to the doctors pretty soon to see whats going on. i dont temp, but my body makes it pretty obvious when i ovulate. after coming off the pill i had two very short cycles with lots of random bleeding and short LP's (9 days) and the second cycle ended in a chemical. this cycle, i didnt get a bfp until 19dpo and it was really faint, so i think this bean just wasnt meant to be. Hopefully it is just really, really bad luck and there is nothing wrong with me. either way, i hope the doctor can give me some answers or some reassurance.

Thank you Aster xxx he is amazing, i am very lucky to have him. its just so hard not to emotionally check-out from a relationship when you go through hardship like this.
 
Im-mi I hate to hear you so sad, I am praying that you and hubby get stronger and stronger:hugs: Relationships are so hard sometimes, this weekend me and DH had this blazing row and I disliked him. My mum always says that the devil doesn't like to see anything good and tries to break relationships apart. Things will turn around for you im so sure!
 
Hiya I hope everyones ok? DH was just saying" you are always on that computer!!! And I was telling him about the website and all the great ladies I have met on here and how supportive you all are. Like when I turn the laptop off I have friends and family but they don't always understand what I am going through its nice to sit down and chat to like minded people! who all love GOD!

So update thankyou for all your congratulations I really appreciate x Well I took two more test (other half of cheapo brand) and Digital clear blue. They are all confirming the same thing!:flower:. DH is NOT a church goer but you know what?? he prayed with me this morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ladies, he REALLY doesn't like church but today he was sooo happy he got down on his knees! Im still shocked by this BIG TIME:happydance: made my first appointment for next week so hopefully it all goes well. Im still very cautious and just being relaistic that maybe it may not stick

Mum REALLY annoyed me I told her and she was like " about time your old enough"!!!! THANKS MUM!:nope: My mother had be a little insensitive sometimes... anyway I am praying this month is the month for everyone!!
 
Sayuri - sorry about your Mum's reaction. that had to feel pretty crappy - I totally understand insensitive Mom's as my Mom is pretty mean AND insensitive most days.

Like I shared much much earlier on this thread - I really don't have any Christian girlfriends in my life - well, there are some in my bible study but we are certainly not close yet or anything. And my Mom is supposedly a Christian but doesn't act like one. So, I can't tell you how very thankful I am for this Team. I talk about all of you to dh...is that so weird? I think he thinks it's strange although he hasn't said so.

Hey, even Paul wrote to fellow believers instead of seeing them in person! (I just thought of that - brilliant :) )

today at lunch I said to dh "my online friends say..." and I stopped myself...wow - I have 'online friends.' I sound like a total loser. jk.

anyway, I think it is so great that we can all support each other in Christian love throughout this journey. I talk a little about TTC with my Grandma and a LOT with my DH - but other than my exchanges with my BIL, you are all pretty much it!

Speaking of exchanges with my BIL (I thought this would be a good laugh for all of you today)...he's a total creepster:

1)one time he hugged me goodbye and loudly exclaimed, "whoa - you are so hot (temperature-wise)!!! R u sure you are not pregnant?!" The WHOLE roomful of 50 of our family members looks over...not wanting people to know we were trying I said with a horrible grimace on my face "I HOPE NOT." DH said in the car, "it seemed like you hated and never wanted kids the vehement way you said that." ooops :)

2)one time he rubbed my stomach in two too many inappropriate circles and said - "nope, no baby in there!"

3) one time I walked into a party with a very cute, but VERY babydoll jumper thingee - which, of course, if you don't know fashion, babydoll could always be mistaken for a pregnancy. So again, with the loud exclamation, he says, "You're pregnant!!!" I replied with a small smile, "No." and walked away.

I always tell DH that I can't wait to actually be pregnant when he says something seemingly witty - and I will reply, "Yes! and I think it's your baby!"
 
@SAYURI: I am so happy that DH prayed with you. God is working and moving on your behalf. This is it for you, so think positive. Just touch and pray over your belly daily.

When you have "O" pains, does that mean you have O'd or are about to O? For me my fertile week is so stressful because Im trying so hard not to miss it. I just wish it was over already!!!! I am so NOT looking forward to this 2WW? January 17th seems like a million miles away. I will be back to work teaching on next monday, so I guess that will kill time.

BFPS for everyone please God!!!!:-)
 
:rofl::rofl::rofl:

Willynilly that was GREAT! Hubbies sometimes just say the weirdest things! I have a snoring one sitting next to me!!

As for the Cyber friends thing its not strange at all, forums are soo popular now I think its great that you can just be yourself with people! from all over the world. Cant get used to the time difference you guys have so much to talk about when im asleep! I have to read thorugh all I have missed usually discreetly at work!.

Im going to try and find Bible verses to post each day like most of you already have done, uplifting ones I think its great that we have a good book that gives us soo much hope!
 
@mrskcbrown I always thought that OV pains were just before the egg erupted from ovary. I read that somewhere..hmmm im going to look it up.
I cant wait to hear your results after 2ww God is gonna work wonders


Yes can you imagine? DH prayed!! I just hope God touches his heart maybe he will come to church more that every 6 months now!! I know church doesn't mean everything but it would be nice sometimes!
 
@mrskcbrown I always thought that OV pains were just before the egg erupted from ovary. I read that somewhere..hmmm im going to look it up.
I cant wait to hear your results after 2ww God is gonna work wonders


Yes can you imagine? DH prayed!! I just hope God touches his heart maybe he will come to church more that every 6 months now!! I know church doesn't mean everything but it would be nice sometimes!

I can imagine how hard that is to walk the faith walk alone. My DH is an avid church goer. I feel incomplete when he isnt there with me, like I cant focus. He is also a minister and helps me to cope, because I often get anxious and depressed sometimes:nope:. I am a worryer as well, and I have been asking God to remove this from me, but through my DH it has gotten better. But I know its because of God and my faith that im getting better.

So I will be praying that your DH will go to church more often and enjoy it and want to be an active part!:happydance::happydance:
 
Hi Ladies,

My mom is here, so i'll have my computer on and be with her..I did my scan today and they saw a breakthrough bleeding, but it wasn't alot and i thought I saw a small round thing in there! I'm praying it's a baby. She told me that the doctor will have to tell me everything when i see or in the next 2 days. I hope that was implatantion.

Pray for me ladies. :hugs::hugs::hugs:
 
I couldn't imagine it either. I just spent two Sundays with DP not there and that was hard. It has been great to see him accept the blessings in his life come from God. I am a gymnastics coach and right now I don't have much work and finding work for me has been hard. Next year I am going off to do a few small courses so that if I want to go and do a course at uni I can't say I did nothing after I finished school so just the coaching job would be perfect for that as it would be flexible hours. DP has managed to pick up 3 different jobs that can work around each other. Two of which he can choose the days and one is his main job that gives him paid leave. I was so happy when he looked at me and said "That is a blessing from God". And it is! We struggle a bit with money but now we have a lot less things to worry about. It is such a blessing for him to have paid leave. Today is his last day so it is 11am right now and we are both still in pj's and relaxing.

For this cycle I wont be testing until the 3rd of February when I will be a week late if AF doesn't show. I don't want to waste any tests. I just hope I can not get too impatient.
 
Wow, im so glad you girls have such supportive partners when it comes to your faith! my husband is not a Christian but he is becoming more open minded about Christianity as time goes on which is wonderful :)

Lots of love to you sisters xxxx
 

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