F.A.I.T.H. (Forsaking all, I trust Him)

[J_K_L]

GOOD LUCK!!!!

Goodmorning all! Today all the schools in my area are closed except the city schools and of course that is where I work, LOL. Hope is all going well for you ladies!

WillyNilly: I hope you get that long awaited BFP!!!!

Another small nosebleed for me this morning. I dont know if it means anything and my bb's started hurting last week, when they usually only hurt a few days prior to AF, which is due next week. Oh well, my hopes are up but Im not worried about symptom spotting. I just cant get caught up in it this month.

 

[J_K_L]

Saying a prayer now!
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Hi ladies, just have time to post really quick. I have a prayer request. My FIL's psa levels with his prostate cancer has tripled since his biopsy just 8 weeks ago. They are thinking that the biopsy disturbed the cancer cells and now they have spread. He is at MD Anderson in Houston right now and they are re-running the tests and the scans. Please be praying for him! We are all pretty worried and stressing more than we should. Thanks in advance! Love y'all!

 

[J_K_L]

It will be worth every penny!!!

I'm going to have to check into it. My husband's insurance is really cheap for him (like $8/month) but to have me on it would be like $400/month. My current insurance is only about $50/month (student insurance through my school). It will probably be cheaper in the long run to just pay out of pocket for the tests than for me to switch insurances. We aren't planning to do anything major like IVF at this point in our lives anyway, so I can't imagine that the costs at the RE would add up to more than what we would have paid for a few months on his insurance.

It was just a bit of sticker shock to hear how much I have to pay for my initial consultation!

 

[Willynilly]

thx girls. JKL - I am using "answer" hpt. good point to test again in another couple days if I don't get af but now I am cramping and gassy AND more brown spotting so I feel like she is just around the corner.

just trying to have faith that God has a plan for us...going into 9th cycle and feeling like we've done it all right and nothing...what could be wrong? ahhh.

someday - sorry about cost of your first re visit. that seems so high - but I'm sure it's on par with the rest of them. maybe you could shop around a little more or is this your standard deductible for any re?

 

[Guppy051708]

sometimes hospitals will cut you a break with some sort of pregnancy/post partum package if they know your insurance wont cover everything, so even though this is slightly different, maybe if you told them your situation they would cut you a break (I've had that work for me when i didn't have insurance and went to my family doctor, in a large hospital).

 

[somedaymama]

I'm going to talk to them at the appt tomorrow. My campus doctor thought that at least inital testing should be covered by my insurance because ovulatory disfunction is a medical problem even if I am not TTC.

There are no breaks, since my insurance doesn't cover it I have to pay up front at the visit. I think it's a little different from some other doctors because it is "optional" treatment.

It will be worth it though!!

 

[mrskcbrown]

Good luck at your appt tomorrow Someday.

WillyNilly: Keep praying!

 

[Willynilly]

Dipar - hahah

 

[Dipar_Butt3]

Dipar - hahah

Willy,

I'm glad to see(well read) you laughing..How are you? I hope all is well.

 

[somedaymama]

what did I miss? ... did it get deleted along with the spammer posts?

 

[somedaymama]

in case you don't check your journal....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLYNILLY!!

have a very happy happy happy day!

 

[Aster]

Glad I'm not the only one confused!

 

[Aster]

Happy Birthday Willy Sweetie...hope you have a lovely day.

 

[im_mi]

happy birthday willy!! im still feeling hopeful for your bfp

spammer posts? what did i miss?

 

[Willynilly]

Thanks, girls! Feeling a bit better today - u all make me so teary happy sometimes!
Snow day today so no rehearsal - just lounge around all day and then out to a nice dinner tonight with dh...so looking forward to it.

we had a great cry/talk last night where we both admitted that we feel like God doesn't care about us sometimes - well, we technically KNOW he loves us so much but sometimes we wonder where he is. And now feeling like we can't start that family that we want so badly - it's just funny b/c I want to "love on" a family of four or five children so badly - why are you holding back with us God? what do we still need to learn? why is this so difficult when others (a lot who shouldn't) have plenty without trying. I think it was good that dh admitted he is disappointed it hasn't happened yet. so we prayed together for the first time in a long while...there have been several things drawing us apart in the last six months - ttc is not really helping. anyway, I really feel like today is a new day and change is happening for us. I want to love and praise God "even if not." and that's my challenge right now.

ok, I'm thirty!!!!!!!!!! ahhhh! thank you thank you for your well wishes. praying for you girls too. much love!

 

[mommahawk]

Happy Birthday WILLY!!!!!!!!

We'll be the same age for about 6 weeks!!!

Yes, that's the hard part--praising and thanking Him even when things don't go our way!! Life itself is often a lesson in that, huh? But, I guess what kind of "faith" would we have if we were only thankful when life was easy? This is a good reminder for me today. So, thanks!

 

[Willynilly]

thx mommahawk - you're right - good to remember that we praise God even when things aren't looking up.

Someday, Immi, Guppy, Mrskc - I think you were my bfp holdouts but it's sort of official today - big temp drop and much more spotting - I expect the full af later today or in the morning. my usual 16 day lp. ah well - at least I have a loooong healthy lp. pma pma pma.

 

[mrskcbrown]

Happy Bday Willy Nilly!!!! It only goes faster from this point, LOL. Trust me, Im 35.

Sorry there is no BFP but at least you and Dh have prayed together and talked about the emotions you all are having. It is coming soon, try to keep the faith. I know how hard that is.

Happy bday again!

 

[mrskcbrown]

@Dipar: Have you tested???? GL!

 

[TaeBoMama]

https://www.getsmileyface.com/new/happy_birthday/4.gifwillynilly!

What a cool day to have a birthday: Elvis' birthday! LOL.

Your day will come, the numbers are on your side. I think it takes a lot of us by surprise when it doesn't happen right away. But it will happen.

Have a great dinner out with hubby!