F.A.I.T.H. (Forsaking all, I trust Him)

Good afternoon ladies I havent been on in a while because I have had a really stressful time with the pregnancy:cry:

Last Thursday after going to the toilet I saw brown spotting, well there was ALARM BELLS!! I was soo worried I thought "oh my gosh" "I am loosing the baby" my mind went into overdrive and all I could do was pray to God. Friday came and I was constantly wiping, I went to wrok normally and came home to find Bright red blood and a tiny clot! I started panicking I phoned th dr who said to rest and if I made it through the weekend I should go to the early Pregnancy Unit(EPU) and my local hospital. Well Saturday and Sunday both came with a small amount of blood nothing too much but it was still their!!!!!!!

Today I went to the EPU and I was scanned, it was the most amazing and sureal thing I have ever seen! The nurse showed me my womb, Ovaries, and I found out I have a Fibroid :growlmad: I realised that that little fibroid had caused me agonising periods since age 15!.

Anyway as I looked at the screen I saw a little blob in the middle of my womb, she said it was the yoke sac, I stared to tear up. She zoomed in and in the middle of the sac was 'Rice' and it had a little heart beat!!!!!:dance:
I just cried! she said everything seems ok and she felt I was having implabtation bleeding Little Rice was burrowing in more to get cosy. I have never felt soo much love for a little thing that I have not met. Please pray that 'Ricey' holds on Thankyou xx:hugs:
 
@Sayuri: I am praying for you. I'm am on my cell phone so pardon my brevity. I had the same thing happen to me minus the fibroids and I panicked!! Well needless to say I have a healthy 9 yr old today. I know you are fine and God is blessing you!!!!

I hope to join you this weekend and then we can be bump buddies!
 
Oh Sayuri.. how stressful! So sorry to hear you were scared like that!
PLeased the rice is good, I bet it was amazing.. I can't wait for that!:hugs:

Just catching up on a weekend of chit chat, natter natter you girlies! :hugs::kiss:

I spent a lovely day saturday afternoon and evening beading and got a new piece done which I hope to make in other colours for sale, what do you think?
https://photos-h.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs223.snc3/21063_261191764432_513914432_3029555_4016932_n.jpg

It is in navy and silver (the light isn't that good in the pic) and I can't wait to do other colours!

Well, its something good to keep me nice and relaxed and keep my mind off TTC! Its hubby's month this month so it is up to him from today! :blush:

Hope you are all keeping warm in this chilly weather! :cold:
love and hugs,

Aster x
 
Sayuri, that must have been so scary! :hugs: I'm glad to hear everything is okay and that you got to hear the heartbeat. I'll pray that your baby sticks for oh, 34 more weeks or so. :winkwink:

Aster, that is absolutely beautiful! Is it a necklace? Where do you sell them?
 
that necklace is gorgeous, aster!

so glad everything is okay, sayuri :hugs:
 
Hi ladies,

I'm in the middle of schooling but just wanted to let you know that AF arrived on Saturday night before I went to bed, the witch!!

I didn't feel pregnant, and I was expecting her, but I still don't like her visits!!

I was a little bummed and went straight to sleep, so I didn't have to tell dh. He has been wanting this little one since our third was born!! And every month when i tell him that I started, I see how disappointed he is!! Well, I told him while we were getting ready for church Sunday and then on the drive he said, "Well, when you told me, I immediately thought, 'This is God's will, and we are blessed to have the three that we do.'" So, then I was able to tell him that I feel like I am disappointing him every month, and he said, "YOU'RE not...I'm just disappointed." And I said, "Yeah, but it's ME that's causing you disappointment!" Anyway, it was a sweet conversation....How did I ever deserve my husband??!!??

So, onwards and upwards...

Rdy, it looks like we'll be TTC buddies again this month!!
 
Thanks immi and someday, :blush: it is a really nice and relaxing hobby which is productive!

How's you immi? Xxx
 
Hi ladies,

I'm in the middle of schooling but just wanted to let you know that AF arrived on Saturday night before I went to bed, the witch!!

I didn't feel pregnant, and I was expecting her, but I still don't like her visits!!

I was a little bummed and went straight to sleep, so I didn't have to tell dh. He has been wanting this little one since our third was born!! And every month when i tell him that I started, I see how disappointed he is!! Well, I told him while we were getting ready for church Sunday and then on the drive he said, "Well, when you told me, I immediately thought, 'This is God's will, and we are blessed to have the three that we do.'" So, then I was able to tell him that I feel like I am disappointing him every month, and he said, "YOU'RE not...I'm just disappointed." And I said, "Yeah, but it's ME that's causing you disappointment!" Anyway, it was a sweet conversation....How did I ever deserve my husband??!!??

So, onwards and upwards...

Rdy, it looks like we'll be TTC buddies again this month!!

Its nice to have great husbands huh?:thumbup: Im glad that you had a good talk with him and see that you are not disappointing him. I feel like that sometimes too. Im sorry that the:witch: got you!:hugs:
 
So sorry mommahawk...your DH sounds like such a sweetie. :thumbup:

so many AF's this month. :sad2:

This is now officially my longest cycle ever. I am on CD 49 and 12 dpo. My only other cycle that I ovulated while charting FF showed I had a 16 day luteal phase, I'm not sure if that is right though because it wasn't cross-checked with other fertility signs like CM. I unfortunatley didn't start recording those until later. In any case, I am expecting AF any minute in the next 4 days. :shrug:
 
Yes too many AF's!!! Im hoping to miss mine in lieu of a BFP! I see on the first page that I am the last hope for a BFP for the month of January!! Maybe God is saying that I am last but not least!!!Im still praying ladies for everyone! GL!!!
 
Hi girls

Joined this site just under a month ago and only just come across your great group.

I'm 35, DH is 43 and we have been married 18 months and been TTC since then with no luck :nope:

DH is catholic and I'm a methodist. Finding it all very challenging at the moment (especially as I can hear our next door neighbours 2 week old baby crying through the wall even as I type this post) We have our first appt with FS this wednesday. Trying very hard to put my trust in God, but it's not always so easy for me when it all seems so hard. I've battled with depression in the past, dreadful relationships and now when I've found the right guy now, I'm battling with TTC.

Anyway, your posts are really inspiring and I look forward to getting to know you all.

Deb xx
 
Welcome Deb! :wave:

I hope you get your BFP very soon. I know TTC can be very frustrating and lonely. I hope your FS appointment goes well! I just had one last week.
 
Hey ladies :hugs:

I called the OB just for another break down on the result of that scan I had a couple of weeks ago. She told me i have a cyst on my right ovary and my lining is to thick. And she wants to do another scan on me down the road to see if my lining is back to normal again. Because she said that i would get in trouble with to much thicking of the lining. That is why she got me on Provera. Now i told her that my period did start. She will keep me posted on when the next scan is.

I'm guess it's my lining thicking to much is why i'm not getting pregnant. And she said not to worry about the cyst on the ovary. But when it comes with checking if i'm ovulating or not. She does'nt do that because that is something the RE would do. So if i want to go into more detail with this, i have to see a RE.

So that's the latest. And i'm trying to find a way to paste the link to my journal.
 
@Mrsbrown...best o' luck to you girl!! we've seen way too many AF's around here, so it'd be awesome to see you come up with a BFP!!!

@someday..."expecting AF any minute in the next four days"...AAAHHHH...that's torture, isn't it?!?! I'm praying for you!!!:hugs:

Welcome Deb!! I'm praying you will find joy and peace in our Comforter!!

@Aster...that necklace is beautiful...I so admire your diligence in completing something so intricate!!!

@Dipar...hopin' you get everything figured out! and it sounds like you're well on your way to doing that! GL!!!
 

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