F.A.I.T.H. (Forsaking all, I trust Him)

[groovygrl]

Wow! really guppy and Aaisrie no sore boobs? thanks for that 'cus I am a 'freak show' symptom spotter and that info. takes the edge off.

Aaisrie, where are you in your cycle again? (sorry if it's located back on the thread) on the weather report in your knickers

Guppy - what a super gorgeous journal - had a peak (I moved away from miscarraige support zone and looking at all the positive stories these days) I am praying for you, DH and wee guppy

deb - sorry about the 'poor form' you had to endure at the fertility clinic. I don't understand how kindness, gentleness and patience aren't a pre-requisite for a job at fertility clinic! Honestly? " let's wrap up this phone call" did you want to wrap up a great big raspberry?

hope everyone else is happy and healthy - mrskc for you

I had poo day yesterday, received a letter from hospital I was registered to deliver at asking for copy of my passport and a list of the delivery costs if I was a non-resident. Cool! then I thought I'd rescue the day by attending a lingerie party at my girlfriends place. I thought perfect, a glass or two of bubbles and I'll buy myself a pretty bra. but... the 6 women there talked about their pregnancies and babies and the woman showing us the stuff went on and on about the maternity line. HELP ME!!!! let's just say i ran out of there as gracefully as possible and bought myself a bright 'watermelon' colored bra and panty set. oh no DH is going to mad when he sees the CC bill

 

[Aaisrie]

Awww that sucks *hugs* I'm sorry you had such a bad day...

Well last night I had the most SEVERE constipation I have experienced... probably EVER... I thought I was gonna have a panic attack it was so bad. So eventually got rid of it all, feeling like I burst a kidney or something, and this morning have awoken to find that I feel like my bum went through labour... it is so sore - major trauma. So for 5DPO I still have lots of creamy CM and am now having constipation. Still have a TOUCH of nausea... but it's so mild I think I'm imagining it...

 

[mrskcbrown]

Hi ladies. I am 1 day late today according to my Iphone tracker. This is based on a 34 day cycle, and I average 32-34 days. So Im trying to wait long as possible before I test. Ive noticed that Ive been more tired and still have the cramping and on/off lower backache and I guess frequent urination. Although I have been trying to determine what frequent is, LOL? Then at some moments I feel absolutely nothing and I guess that is normal. Ive been reading up on tests and they all say its best to test the day you or late or to wait as long as possible due to implantation. I dont know, its driving me crazy.

@Aaisirie: I know the feeling of constipation, I have that quite often. Glad you got it all out. I have the CM too, especially when I have to go potty really badly!

@Groovygrl: Im so sorry you had a poo day. Everyone is suppose to be excited about their BFPs but it also makes us feel bad and it makes me very sad. Im hoping for a BFP for you. DH will love the undies so dont worry.

@Guppy: Thanks for all the kind, positive words!

Im going to take down this ticker until, I find out if Im BFP or not!

 

[somedaymama]

Sorry for your sadness groovygrl.

mrskc, I'm still praying for you! I hope you have good news soon. You might as well wait a few more days before you test--if you're gonna get a BFP, it'll still be there later, and you won't have to deal with the heartbreak of BFN before the hcg is built up in your system.

Aaisire--has your diet changed or anything? I don't have really any experience in that area, but it sounds painful.

 

[Aaisrie]

No thats the thing, no diet change just this sudden unexplanable (unless I'm preg... PLEASE GOD!!) constipation... Worse than I have ever had, for no reason... And SO SORE.. I'm being serious when I said it was as bad as labour, it really was.. it was like the head crowning only getting stuck halfway!!! OUCH...

I put some germaloid (piles cream) on which has soothed it but it's still very sore. I hope Chris doesn't want sex this weekend because I don't know if it will be better!!!!!!

Going to Bikers Church tonight... don't think I will ask them to lay hands on and pray!!!

Sorry Groovy I just saw your earlier question about my cycle - I'm 5DPO today, it's in my ticker but my ticker has been wrong that much it's crazy!!

 

[somedaymama]

hmm that's weird. Maybe it is a preg sign! Wouldn't that be great! Did you try anything to "soften it up?" Peaches work well for me.

 

[Aaisrie]

Oh it is a pregnancy sign but whether or not it's MY pregnancy sign is yet to be seen!! I couldn't soften it up, I needed to go, it started coming out and the got stuck!! I was having visions of my bum blood vessels bursting and having to crawl down the hall to get my phone to call for help!!!!! It was like rabbit droppings to start with and then was one big giant lump that I couldn't stretch enough to get out!

 

[somedaymama]

I normally have a 13 day luteal phase. I am currently between 11 and 14 days past ovulation. (I didn't temp for three days, and in that time, I ovulated!! grr) I would be totally shocked if I am pregnant because we had decided to not really try for awhile and put off my Clomid testing for a few months--I didn't even use my 20 pack of ovulation sticks! Anyway, my symptoms so far:
--I usually feel crazy emotional for the few days before my period comes, and I don't feel that way yet!
--I'm breaking out in places I normally never do. Normally at most I might get a couple bumps on my forehead, but I have little breakouts on my cheek, chin, AND along the side of my face. Hopefully this acne will lead to something good.
--edit to add: I forgot the most important sign....my temp is still high!!

 

[Dahlia]

mrskc - also, didn't you test in the evening? even though you weren't testing way early or anything, I still think it would be better to use first morning urine...ooooooooh, hoping, wishing, praying.

 

[mrskcbrown]

mrskc - also, didn't you test in the evening? even though you weren't testing way early or anything, I still think it would be better to use first morning urine...ooooooooh, hoping, wishing, praying.

Yes I tested in the evening prior to AF. Ive been readinig up on tests and they are saying that its not good to test until you are late with AF & up to 7 days late! So I am going to test sat/sun if no sign of the witch. Thanks for your prayers and good wishes!

 

[Aaisrie]

Mrskcbrown - you tested in the EVENING?!?!? Are you mental!!! Daft bint No wonder you got BFN, even if you were pregnant it wouldn't show up probably. I totally didn't realise that!!

Someday - your chart is looking good!!! Exciting!! I'm all broken out too!! Hopefully it's a good sign

 

[mrskcbrown]

Mrskcbrown - you tested in the EVENING?!?!? Are you mental!!! Daft bint No wonder you got BFN, even if you were pregnant it wouldn't show up probably. I totally didn't realise that!!

Someday - your chart is looking good!!! Exciting!! I'm all broken out too!! Hopefully it's a good sign

I know crazzzy me!!!!! I am going to use FMU next time. BTW, just went to the loo because I felt wet (TMI) and just bunch of creamy CM, I thought it was Af whew!

@somedaymama: Good luck to you and yes its looking pretty +, maybe you wont need the interventions after all:-}!

 

[Guppy051708]

for being one day late Mrskcbrown!!!!
That rocks!!!!

Groovygrl, yep no sore tatas! LOL My mom and my sisters (who have all had children) think that i am nuts. They actually doubted my pregnancy because of it

 

[mrskcbrown]

for being one day late Mrskcbrown!!!!
That rocks!!!!

Groovygrl, yep no sore tatas! LOL My mom and my sisters (who have all had children) think that i am nuts. They actually doubted my pregnancy because of it

Yep one day late, so who knows?? I may test in the AM, feeling a bit hopeful!

 

[groovygrl]

soooo. crazy excited for all of you! I'm praying and smiling really hard for you mrskc, for you aaisrie and you too someday! symptoms all look so good for BFP! Sorry about your nasty poo Aaisrie...ouchie, ouch

Thank you so much everyone for your kind words re:my bad day. Today is much better. Even though I am still moving through this process of grief please trust that I am so uplifted by your joy and hope. I love the excitement and anticipation of your hopes and dreams realised. Mine's just around the corner, i know it!

oh please, please stay far away from my friends nasty 'ole witchy pants I know some really lovely 12 and 13 year olds that are waiting to meet you. we could all take a 9 month break while you see to those girls?

i am away this weekend - be back on monday. I'll look forward to catching up then. have a groovy week- end everyone

 

[Aaisrie]

OMG don't you LOVE God so much!! I went to bikers church this evening and spoke with the pastor who is a long term friend and spiritual mentor (he's known me for about 13 yrs!) and I asked him to pray for me about money - I was caught short this month when my oil ran out on a Saturday night and the earlier anyone would deliver was monday. That doesn't work when I have my 11mo old daughter in the house and it's freezing. So I ended up having to go to the garage and get some - 500ltrs of oil costs £200 (about $180)(approx) when delivered, at the garage it was 100ltrs for £60 (about $40)... so I was £60 out what I should have been... I went outside and was saying goodbye and Gordy (the pastor) came out and handed me some money, I jokingly said to him "I asked God for some money, not you!" he told me it was from God. When I got home I took it out of my pocket, expecting it to be £20 (about $18) and it was £100 ($80)!!!!!!!!! OMG GOD IS AWESOME!!!!!!

 

[mrskcbrown]

Aaisirie: That is so awesome. He may not come when you want Him but He is always on time!!!!! I am so happy for you!

 

[Aaisrie]

I'm still in shock!!! I know I shouldn't be, I should just know but although I know God provides, he normally does it in that my money goes into the bank early, you know small things which correct everything... this was a BIG thing!

Did you test yet?

 

[im_mi]

ive been reading for ages but not commenting, this is all so exciting about these possible BFP's! mrskc have you tested yet? someday? eeek!

Evie that is such an amazing story!! our God is so good

 

[somedaymama]

Aasirie, I love how God provides! What an awesome story!

I'm still waiting to test...not because I have great willpower, but because thanks to my POAS addiction, the only test I have left in the house is a clearblue digital. I know that one requires a higher concentration of hormone, so I'm waiting until Sunday...or maybe tomorrow.

How are you feeling, Im_mi?