F.A.I.T.H. (Forsaking all, I trust Him)

[Dipar_Butt3]

Hey ladies!

Long time. I hope all is well with you! Mrskc brown. I’m praying for your BFP, because you deserve it! I’m happy because my dad called me from Nigeria to say happy Val-Day. That was nice! I would love to see more BFP’s in this group! This group has been so uplifting from bnb.

 

[somedaymama]

hey Dipar! I'm glad you were able to talk to you dad! How are you doing?

 

[somedaymama]

Well, my temp dropped this morning and I got a BFN on my 6 day sooner FRER, so I'm pretty sure I'm out for the month. I wish I could say I'm suprised, but I'm pretty jaded after all these months...


mrskcbrown??? what did your test say?

 

[mrskcbrown]

Well I am 3 days late today and Ive gotten another !

So I no longer think I am pregnant, but now crazy! I am also not testing anymore either I will call the DR monday and see if she wants me to start provera to get my cycle going. Ive been doing this so long, I really dont need to call her. I can just call the pharmacy and add the script myself. I know the routine. I am so disgusted, and Im glad DH was at work so that he doesnt have to see the let down on my face once again.

Thank you so much for your prayers. Sometimes I feel like my prayers just hit the ceiling, this is so tough.

I may have to just delete my profile and try to just regain my life....

 

[im_mi]

im sorry mrskc prayers for you hon.

someday, how many dpo are you? im sorry it was bfn

 

[somedaymama]

So sorry mrskc.

Im_mi, I'm between 13 and 16 dpo.

 

[mrskcbrown]

@im_mi & somedaymama & Dipar and EVERYONE: Thanks so much.

I feel like a fool month after month with these symptoms, I think are so real. I dont even tell DH anything anymore because I think he is starting to think I am crazy too.
I asked a question in the pregnancy first tri and some of the women got BFP's week or weeks after AF so Im holding out a small glimmer of hope.
https://www.babyandbump.com/pregnancy-first-trimester/278551-bfn-then-bfp.html

@somedaymama: did you say you did clomid this month? If im not BFP, im going to do Femara next which I hear has a higher succes rate. The dr gave me a script for both but I did the clomid instead because I was familiar with it. Just wanted to let you know that it was out there and I hear it doesnt make your CM hostile.

GL all!

 

[Dahlia]

So sorry you two. this is not the news I thought I'd get this AM - I REALLY thought both of you were BFP! ugh.

well, at least there is not AF for either of you - chances are still there. very sorry, though - please remember who loves you and has the perfect plans for both of you.

 

[somedaymama]

You definitely shouldn't give up hope yet. The fact that you are three days late is good, especially if you know exactly when you ovulated.

I haven't started the Clomid yet because I have to get blood tests done first, and my insurance won't pay for them. I just did a little reading about the Femara, and it looks like it does work for a lot of people! Do you have problems with ovulation? I thought most of the problem was your DH...

still praying for you!

 

[mrskcbrown]

Oh yes, I have problems Oing as well. I have PCOS, so I dont get periods on my own regularly. Only every 7-9 months would I get a period. I took those tests that you have to take and thats how they found out. So I take metformin which desensitizes my ovaries and makes me ovulate monthly. The DR adds in the clomid to increase my chances by producing more eggs per month. So yes, I take metformin + clomid!
My DH's semen was tested and we found out he has low morphology. Although most dr's say you cant rule out a mans semen as having fertility issues until he has had at least 2-3 analysis, Im starting to think with as long as it is taking us, that semen analysis was right.

 

[somedaymama]

ah, that makes sense!

 

[Deb111]

Someday and MrsKC - praying for you both and sending you lots of

 

[somedaymama]

Thanks Deb! I appreciate it! How are you doing?

Here is my verse for the day...

"But now, Lord, what do I look for? My hope is in you." Psalm 39:7

Remember to have hope in the Lord!

My DH and I are going out for the day to get our minds off of babies. I'm dealing pretty well, he's kind of upset about the temp drop and BFN. We're going to our favorite lunch place, grocery shopping, and I'm going to get some new shoes! Hopefully...I've been looking for awhile and I haven't found the perfect ones yet!

Have a good day ladies!

 

[Guppy051708]

Mrskcbrown, its not over until the shows. Def wait to start the provera, because what if there really is a LO in there I know its just a waiting game, probably one of the hardest mental things ever, but dont be discouraged, AF has yet to arrive

 

[somedaymama]

Hi Guppy! Wow, you're in box 4!

 

[Guppy051708]

Yeppers Box 4! just moved up a day or so ago

 

[Dahlia]

Someday - awesome. this is what I do every month - treat myself. It's the one thing I actually look forward to when I think or know that I am out...a new shirt, pizza, or the like!

what kind of shoes are you looking for? I am obsessed with boots.

 

[mrskcbrown]

Mrskcbrown, its not over until the shows. Def wait to start the provera, because what if there really is a LO in there I know its just a waiting game, probably one of the hardest mental things ever, but dont be discouraged, AF has yet to arrive

Ok I'm truly trying to wait it out. Hopefully I am pregnant?! I still feel so very pregnant, backache, crampy and cm but it could be my mind playing tricks! Thanks!

 

[Guppy051708]

Well, i think the fact that you still have CM when you're 3 days late is one VERY great sign

 

[beanni #1]

Hi ladies,

Can I please join this group

A little about me. I got married in September 09 and we started TTC the very same day We are now entering into our 7th cycle and continue to pray for that elusive BFP.

I have been on this site for a while (but don't post very often), I just love to read all the wonderful posts, advice, encouragement and support.
No one knows we are TTC so coming on here has been very useful, and has helped during some of the tougher times, and this time is no different.

DH and I are both Christians and pray together first thing every morning. DH thankfully also wants a mini me as much as I do so pretty much tries whatever I ask him to in the hopes of making a baby.

I usually get quite down round about when comes, and then get a re newed PMA once she's gone.

This cycle I just feel deflated, I actually couldn't bring myself to pray this morning, and have spent most of the day to DH. I felt angry and disappointed and a fraud if I tried to pray. I came on to BnB and what do I come across but this thread / group. Just reading the first few pages I began to I really feel GOD is reaching out to me through you beautiful ladies.

I would really love to be able to continue to talk with you and share this trying experience as I have already received so much encouragement from the 1st few post (back in November)

I won't lie, I am still very low and emotional, but don't feel so alone anymore. In all my time on this forum (and that is A LOT) I have never come across this group, and just at a time when I was shying away from reaching out to our father HE reaches out to me and guides me here.

It just reminds me GOD is good all the time.