I have recently suffered my 1st miscarriage and although I accept what happened and am able to begin to get on with my life I am struggling with my faith. I am a Catholic and until my miscarriage I attended church every Sunday and my faith did mean an awful lot to me. I cannot bring myself to go back to church. I don't feel anger or bitterness towards God but I am not sure if I can now believe in a God who can cause me so much pain and grief. I was always able to explain death, war, natural disasters etc using my faith but I can't explain this and it's causing me inner turmoil. I was just wondering if anyone had felt the same or if anyone can offer any advice?